richellephant loves...

"does it make you wanna dance?"

2012-01-31T00:03:00.000-08:00

all photos taken by Ica.

on this fine day, I wore-- blouse: hand me down from Ashley, skirt: thrifted, necklace: thrifted, rucksack: sister's from when she was young (GAP), shoes: gift from Andrew (lulu's).

oh how sweet it is to have the east coast sister in town! Ica and I spent all of this past Saturday bonding, thrifting and roaming around the beautiful orange county in search of goodies for the wedding (and, okay, just goodies in general). I'm so super thankful that she's been practically living with us these past few days, which has been a past few days that have been flying by way too fast. Ica, I love (basically) living with you, farting with you, dancing with you and just being around you. true story. I mean, who doesn't love being around you!? another true story.

and with a wedding come up in 4 days, we're all super excited and nervous all at the same time. everything is coming together. my sister is packed and ready to go, and I just know it's going to be extremely weird to see her room empty of her things in just a few days. ugh. how weird. my sister is leaving and cleaving in only 4 days. FOUR days.

back to finish up wedding stuff.
oh, and homework!
xo.

p.s. thank you del taco for allowing us to eat our taco bell in your parking lot.
I mean, no offense or anything, I was just really hungry... yeah, I hope you understand.

sherie amour.

2012-01-27T10:14:00.000-08:00

this past Sunday, me and my big sissy rounded up some of my other big sissy's favorite ladies to par-tay it up as we send the lady off to the married life. again, it still hasn't really hit me that my sister will basically be moving out in a week to live with some dude named... Christian? (just kidding, Christian! love you!) anyways, we knew we wanted this day to be filled with things that Reinna loves and obviously, what she would want to do...

sister loves her sisters and super good lady friends (although, photo is missing many others).

sister loves to be dressed comfortable as much as she possibly can.

sister has always loved eating weird, exotic things... which, I give her big kudos for.

sister loves adventure, which made way for an amazing scavenger hunt!

and sister loves paint fights, and has always dreamed of having one.

and so, after the scavenger hunt we all met at the park to do just that (except, with dust!)

ready, set, go!

*all photos taken by either me, Ruby, or Ica (instagram).

so much fun, so many laughs and so many stories. oh! and if you haven't already read my sister's post about it, go and do it because hers is much better at storytelling! but I try, I try.

and for the sake of my own storytelling, what did I love about that day? I loved that Reinna got to finally try alligator and rattlesnake hot dogs, especially since whenever I bring it up she always gets so excited and eager to get out and try it. I loved how everyone else was willing to try alligator (maybe not rattlesnake). I loved how all of us ladies were running and driving around town looking for things to mark off on our scavenger hunt list enable to get more points. I loved how I got honked at four times (sorry, guy on the bike who I probably freaked out! I was just on a misson! you know how it is!!!). I loved how competitive everyone was. I loved how Reinna had to do some really embarrassing things that she probably would rather not do, but she got a good laugh out of it anyway- just like we all did. I loved how even though my team lost 5 points for being 5 minutes late to our first meeting to swap Reinna from car to car, the other team also lost 5 points for being 5 minutes late to the park. I loved doing the champion's happy dance. I loved how much fun Reinna was having the whole time, and how happy she was. I loved how down everyone was to get down and dirty in holi colors. and I especially love that Reinna wouldn't have wanted to spend the day any other way.

yeah, it's still kind of weird to think about how the wedding is practically ONE week away (oh my!). and as we finish up all of the crafting and as we continue to cross off final things on our to do list, I'm sure it's bound to hit me. and like I've said before, I might just ball my eyes out as I watch her walk down the aisle... but till then, I'm okay!

ruby-sister, you're a master of creativity and planning. *high five*
rein-sister, I'm just gonna take these last few days I have of living with you, and both love the heck out of them and maybe even annoy the heck out of you! just like the good old times, sissy. ;)
God is good, and it was a beautiful time with beautiful ladies.
...

undeserving heart.

2012-01-26T20:47:00.000-08:00

source

in no way am I perfect, none of us are. and that's why I strongly believe that none of us have the right to judge someone. a blog, a facebook, or even stories from different sources can only tell so much- or even nothing at all- and I truly believe that until you take the time to spend time with someone, get to know them personally, and walk with them in this little thing called life- we have no reason to pass any cruel judgments on anyone, especially when we ourselves, as humans, are just as flawed. there's too much beauty in the world and there's too much beauty in every individual, that I think harsh words are unnecessary. after all, we ALL struggle and we ALL fail. to judge another person would only increase our own hypocrisy, so what's the point? things happen, people wrong people, people get hurt, things are done that shouldn't have been done- but they happen. we all do things we regret, we all say things we know we shouldn't have said, we all go to places we wish we would've never gone to- but they happen. and for a good purpose, too.

with that said, I also feel I have no place to judge people because after all- who am I to judge anyone? I am a sinner who deserves absolutely nothing. I'm no better than you just as you are no better than me and all of us deserve nothing. and while we continue to live these incredible lives of blessings and luxuries, I can't help but to think about how filthy I am in front of a God who is just and who is blameless.

I don't deserve to have such amazing parents who I absolutely love spending time with. who sacrifice and do whatever it takes to make sure their children are okay. they love me and they spoil me and then it hits me. who am I to ever talk back to them? who am I to disrespect them? and truthfully, it happens- a lot. I disrespect them all the time, I take out my grouchiness on them, I talk back and respond in ways I shouldn't. it's amazing, the heart of my mother and father. the things they do and the people they are is what makes this place a home for all of us. I don't deserve to be living under this roof for free, I don't deserve breakfast on the counter every morning, I don't deserve my mom's gourmet lunches, I don't deserve dinner when I come home from work, I don't deserve free shopping sprees with my dad, I don't deserve a car to drive, I don't deserve to have a cellphone, I don't deserve any of these things one bit. and still, these blessings are clearly in my life and I am truly thankful. though at times they probably can't see it, and though at times I make it hard to see because of this heart that can often grow cold and mean, I am so thankful to have two people who show me what it is to be "in love" in my life, supporting me and loving me constantly- despite it all.

I don't deserve to have someone like Andrew. he's got a heart of gold. of all the fellas I've liked in the past, none can even compare to what he has and who he is as a person. I've hurt him so bad in the past, especially in high school, and I've done things in the past behind his back that have hurt him real bad- but Andrew knows how to hold fast to God, and he knows how to forgive because of the fact that God forgave us. he's got an incredible imagination, he thinks of things I would never think of, he comes up with stories and worlds that one would only dream of, and he asks so many thought-provoking questions that one would never think of or that one is too afraid to ask. he's totally genuine, he won't sugarcoat anything. he's a free spirit and he's simple. I've always told my mom that one way to describe Andrew is "slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love." he sees the best in people and he knows what he has to get done, and he does it. he's smart, and the way he thinks is amazing. we never fight, but when we do argue- it's over things that matter. I really don't know what God has in store for the future. but, I do know that right now God has placed a young man in my life who fears Him, who is extremely dedicated to his work and works diligently, who doesn't ever put up fronts with people, who values his family and as well as my own, who respects me, who takes the littlest things in life and makes them grand adventures, and who continually inspires and teaches me to grow for a good purpose.

in truth? I don't deserve any of these things. I don't deserve second chances, I don't deserve the luxury of living in America, I don't deserve to receive an amazing education, I don't deserve to walk with shoes on my feet, I don't deserve to eat 3 meals a day (sometimes even 5), I don't deserve to have legs to dance, I don't deserve to be forgiven for anything- and yet, God still does and people still do. at the end of the day, none of us deserve anything. we continually go about life minding our own business, slapping God in the face by continually indulging in our selfishness and lusts, and yet- Jesus Christ died for all of this and everything. and sure, I've made horrible mistakes and I don't deserve what I have, but I have it. God gave us the gift of love, the gift of forgivness and the gift of redemption in Jesus Christ. so while I'm here, I stand aware of the fact that I have a messy, dirty heart. but I stand strong in the fact that Jesus Christ is my foundation and that I am forgiven and even though I don't deserve all these blessings in my life- He gave them to me for a purpose. and I have no right to ever judge another, I only have the right to share life with people and savor the beauty in it with them. so while I'm here, I'm going to take my past, take my mistakes, take my blessings, take my flaws, take my life and give it all up to God because that's all I can do at the end of the day- surrender.

thank you God for this life full of things I clearly don't deserve.
thank you God for constantly reminding me of the reason why I'm here.
thank you God for the beauty of the gospel.

for forgiving me, and for placing loving people in my life who also give me second chances.
for family and real friends in my life who continually love me- despite it all.
I'm completely happy and I rest in the fact that I have joy, beauty and redemption in the LORD.

and nothing and no one can ever take that away from me.

betcha by golly wow.

2012-01-23T23:13:00.000-08:00

this past Saturday, my very lovely sister in Christ, Melody, finally tied the knot with a super awesome brother in Christ. it was a rainy day at first, but it turned out to be a really beautiful one as the sun started to peek through the clouds. God's glory is clearly displayed through the relationship that Melody and Julian have, and I'm sure all of their closest friends would agree. Melody's friendship is such a huge blessing to me and I'm so blessed to have been able to be there and tear up as Melody walked down the aisle, making for one of the most stunning brides my eyes have ever seen. praise God for Melody + Julian and I'm super excited to see all that God has in store for both of them.

on another note, I also couldn't help but to tear up like mad when Melody was walking down the aisle because it made me think of my sister and how she'll be doing the same thing in just under 2 weeks. crazy, isn't it? it hasn't really hit me yet, and I tell myself I'm strong and I don't see myself balling- but I really can't promise that anymore. as I've grown and continue to grow, the beauty of marriage means much more to me and I now find myself tearing up at every wedding I go to. man, I still remember balling HARD during the ceremony of my sister's best friend's wedding, yeah no kidding! marriage and love are beautiful blessings and amazing gifts from God that we all ought to love and respect. and I guess now that I'm a little older (still a baby! I know), it all has started to mean a lot more to me on so many different levels. and with my sister's coming up so soon? oh boy, LORD knows all of the emotions that will be going down in my heart that day. I'm pretty sure my makeup might just slide right off during the ceremony.

oh, and another good picture from the wedding this past Saturday?

to tell you the truth, those yellow wedges of mine got kinda messed up from dancing too hard! but of course, it was worth it.
oh, and tell me why I'm always the sweatiest person on the dance floor- when I'm not even tired yet?

I have so many more photos to share... so many good talks, good stories and good laughs from this past weekend. it was pretty bomb dot com and I would replay it all again if I could. yesterday was my sister's bachelorette party! and oh boy, that day alone deserves one big fat post. it was pretty much the greatest way to celebrate my sister before we send her off to the married life. (seriously, I can't believe it's only 12 days away) so, stay tuned!

hope your Monday was super nice!
I started school today.
and to tell you the truth, I was so excited. ;)
xo.

thursday stripes.

2012-01-19T11:36:00.000-08:00

a few things:

1. I always find all of my american apparel clothes at thrift stores. however, the red and white striped tee that I'm wearing above is the ONLY item I've ever purchased from the store. but to make things better, I bought a large size in the kid's section, which saved me $5! oh the perks of being small.

2. East of Eden just might become the best novel I've ever read.

3. oh! and banana splits are now my favorite. :-)

4. last night, I reunited with one of my favorites who currently lives in san francisco for school. we ate kogi, drank boba, thrifted together for the first time in a long time, explored wal-mart (and by that I mean, we seriously ventured through the entire store) and read through some books at barnes & nobles. when she lived in the area, we would always go thrifting together and seeing her again last night was such a treat.

5. I bonded with my mom last night and we both cleaned and painted our nails together (I know, right!? sister would be proud). my nails are now purple! oh, how much I hate doing my nails... but it was time.

6. I'm in love with this ring, this necklace, these swedish hasbeens in blue, and this dress. however, I am also very much aware of the fact that that money does not grow on trees.

7. now is the time where I choose to admit to that fact that I... have a tumblr. (yup, I do!) and on this little tumblr of mine is where I reblog and/or post my favorite music, favorite videos, favorite quotes and excerpts from my favorite books, as well as photos that I like. that's my confession.

8. ever since I was a little girl, I've always prayed ever night before I went to sleep- and I still do. and a part of my prayer that has never ever changed ever since I was a tiny tot was my request to God that He would surround our home with so many angels so that no bad person or bad spirit could come inside. I think it's a good idea.

alright, I'm doing a VERY HAPPY dance. why!?
because sister from the east coast will be here any minute now!
so excited for all that's in store for the next few days.
xo.

original flavor.

2012-01-17T23:59:00.000-08:00

times is hard,
and things are a changin'.
I pray to God that we can remain the same.
all I'm trying to say, is our love don't have to change.
no it don't have to change.
- john legend.

all three of us had our hair up in a bun, which definitely called for some snapshots!

all six of us together, how I like it best.

looking at photos of my family together makes me think of this song, too.
so blessed to have been born into such a wonderful family.
we argue, we fight, we get frustrated, we make mistakes, but we all know very well how to love.
thanks not only to my parents,
but most importantly- to our one and only God.

love your roots.
xo.

where is your heart?

2012-01-17T10:49:00.001-08:00

it's a new year and I could come up with all kinds of resolutions, but without God it's all meaningless. what's the point, anyway? we get things done, and once we get them done, it's time to get more things done. I rely on myself too often and God always finds ways to show me how much I need Him. I say that a lot, but it's so true. we easily go about living each day without even giving a thought to the Creator who gave us the day, who gave us life and who can easily take it away. and no, we should not only be calling out to Him when we need help- something that I'm sure we all find in our own lives. it's actually some of the strongest points in life where we really need God, we just don't see it because we're too blinded by how strong we are. but are we really strong? why should I ever wait for death to be near to cling to God? how do I even know I have tomorrow? no one you could give you that.

John Steinbeck got it spot on in East of Eden, "And it never failed that during the dry years the people forgot about the rich years, and during the wet years they lost all memory of the dry years. It was always that way."

jumping into the new year!

so far, 2012 has showed me how beautiful life is, yet how weak we are as human beings. sounds sad, I know. but truthfully, it's real and God is truly our strength in our weakness. if we don't make Jesus Christ the center of our hearts and our lives, we'll crumble. it's a fact. without God, we are nothing, and if we go throughout life relying on our own riches and strength, we will one day realize how weak we are- one way or another. it'll come to everyone, it's just a matter of time. I just don't want it ever to be too late, because I know for a fact that one day- it will be. it's funny how someone can go their whole life "not believing in God", but when he or she is about to die, or about to be killed- many have said that at that last second where they thought they were gonna die, they suddenly believe in something, they suddenly hope in something. they suddenly find themselves praying to "whatever is out there" and for once, in that last second where you think you are about to die- you believe in God. I've heard this story happen to people many times before, and it still strikes me how much we realize we need God when we are in our weakest moments, when we are absolutely helpless, when we are most vulnerable and close to humiliation or even death.

I guess it's only natural, but does that make it right?

I am very much aware of the fact that there are many things about myself that I want to work on and improve for the glory of God. I am very much aware of the fact that Jesus will come back again like a thief in the night, and sometimes I have bad dreams of being left behind. I want to be ready, because often times when my house suddenly goes quiet when I know for a fact that everyone is home, the terrorizing thought of being left behind freaks me out. I mean, I know I believe in God and I know I believe in the gospel- but sometimes I just feel like if Jesus were to come back right now, would I want Him to find me like this? I know I'm never worthy, but I just want to be ready, patiently waiting on Him while serving and doing His work. I don't want to be caught off guard when He comes. it's hard to see God above all, when so many things hold me back and tie me down. the riches of the world, the lust of man, the pursuit of pursuing dreams, or even a dream itself can so easily come into my heart and try and steal away my complete joy and purpose found in Jesus Christ. it's a scary thought, and it's absolutely real. I know, and I'm sure we all know how easy it is to lose sight of why we are here. I am here to know God, enjoy God and show God to people through truth and love. however, the greatest of all these is love, and I choose to love because God loved me first.

the lovely things that a significant other does for you, date nights, a successful business, being front row at your favorite band's concert (Mumford & Sons, in my case), a good career, a skill that you've honed and become superb at, new clothes that make you wanna dance, good grades, accomplishing goals, a brand new car, money, a disneyland pass, surprises, a trip to europe, good looks, a good hair day, or even blog posts like this one- they're all good things, don't get me wrong. they're all incredible blessings from God. but they aren't God, and too often we treat them like they are. like they give us meaning, like they give us a purpose and a reason to live. truthfully, none of them do and none of them ever will. we will die without them and in that last second of life, what will you hold onto?

I don't know much, I'm young and I know I've still got a whole lot to learn. but I do know that there is a God, and I do know that I certainly do not want to run to God only in my weakness and in moments of vulnerability and need. it's not fair. and even more than that, it's scary. I don't want God to say to me, "depart from me, I never knew you." I don't even want to see it happen to the people I love, or to anyone- for that matter. while God's love is real, so is His wrath. God created me, yet who am I to love creation more than our Creator?

it's a new year.
and I see every day as another chance from God to live this life right.
He could've easily made you not wake up this morning.
take the blessing of life, and live it out for Him.

a peek inside the huntington.

2012-01-17T10:24:00.000-08:00

an amazing mosaic.

sparkling lights.

mr. huntington's amazing library of AMAZING books.

species from our past.

cool looking reptile creature.

break dancing statue brings a break dancing andrew.

and one of the most amazing rooms of all, where you'd find...

the one and only, original "pinkie" by thomas lawrence.

and the one and only, original "blue boy" by thomas gainsborough.
I sat and stared at it for a good 5 minutes. to say the least, I was super stunned.

and that was only a peek of what's inside.

so, I think we took almost a million photos of this day.
though I only uploaded a little peek of the whole adventure onto my flickr,
way too many to upload.
I'm pretty sure you get the gist of it.
too amazing!
xo.

salvador the squirrel.

2012-01-16T22:17:00.000-08:00

hello, my name is salvador and I live in the gardens of the huntington library.

come along with me as I show you some of my favorite photos!

recently, I had these lovely adventure partners as my guests.

they walked down many different paths and saw the many incredible sights.

like, tons and tons of beautiful cacti.

take the the sea of wormy cacti, for example.

friendly lizard plants.

orange flavored pine cones (a rare breed).

jungleberry hats and aloe vera flower towers.

purple budding teacups and vast leafy resting places.

patches of starfish green villages.

wistfully romantic beings standing amongst the gardens.

the lady captain of the adventure partners even took a quick nap in the trees!

while the sir captain of the adventure partners decided to swing from tree to tree!

needless to say, the flowers of the huntington library are especially beautiful.

as you can see in these close ups of some of our most beautiful flowers.

truly, God's power is declared in these little gems.

lady adventure partner loved exploring the desert.

while sir adventure partner loved exploring through our rain forest.

venus fly traps scheming for flying creatures.

the trees of our gardens stand tall above all its explorers!

amongst all the cacti, you would be able to find some unique little guys.

lady adventure partner couldn't stop smiling all day long.

while sir adventure partner found himself a sneaky, leafy disguise!

the chinese gardens made sir adventure partner feel at home.

the pink blossoms will be sure to greet you on the way in and on the way out!

I might be a little squirrel, but this tall flowery tree is one of my favorites to climb through.

the adventure partners are some of the best explorers I've ever met.

oh, and I'm pretty sure I heard lady adventure partner chuckling all day.

truly, the adventure partners both had the time of their lives.

with love,
salvador the squirrel.
xo.

p.s.
I hope to see you around the gardens, soon!
and if you do, look for me.
you'll probably find me feasting near the dinosaur trees. ;)
till then-- bon voyage, humans!

my guy.

2012-01-11T08:54:00.000-08:00

he stands at almost 6 ft. tall.
and, he's the best.

there was a recent adventure that my adventure partner and I recently embarked on that I will soon share. we're trying to fit in as many adventures as we can before he starts his school craziness. a little peek as to what is on the agenda? (lots of) hiking and roaming, reading, feasting, movie-watching, disneyland-ing, treasure hunting, tree climbing, copping perfect spots for animal sightings, discovering unknown species + exploring the unknown parts of our planet earth and recording what we find and what we did. yep, always 100% fun guaranteed when it's us two.

but I just gotta say, I love my guy and his adventurous spirit that makes our little team of two's explorations that much more fun. it's always an adventure with Andrew and I look forward to every chance I get to see him, even if it's just for a little bit! and to God I am extremely thankful. Captain Andrew, you rock.

i "flip out" every morning.

2012-01-10T10:57:00.000-08:00

today,
I am embracing the way my hair decides to naturally curl & flip out
after I take morning showers.

(but if I sleep with wet hair, I seriously wake up with a big, wavy, messy lion's mane that I need to tame.
true story. but! sister encourages me to love that natural 'do, too.)

happy tuesday!
xo.

"we're on our way!"

2012-01-09T23:23:00.000-08:00

the other night, my family and I ventured out and ate at S Vietnamese Fine Dining, and fine dining it sure was. the dinner menu may be a little up there in the dollar bills, but you definitely get what you pay for. all of the drinks were delicious, the appetizers were uniquely flavorful, the entrees were super juicy and succulent, and the dessert was just as sweet and amazing. don't I sound like a food critic? ;) yeah right, but take a look.

my family came for one main reason, of course.

does our lovely waitress look familiar at all? she's the real reason why we came.

looks interesting, right? 'twas a simple and tasty start.

vietnamese inspired ceviche (the halibut in it was highly on point).

my favorite of all our entrees was the "bo luc lac", sautéed diced filet mignon.

the sweet banana flambé, which consisted of fire, which was legit!

and a yummy little vietnamese cassava cake.

it was all yum to the tum for sure (that doesn't even do it justice), and a total treat (thanks mom and dad!). I don't even remember the names for all of the dishes (heck, I can't even pronounce them), but everything was presented so nicely and top notch for sure. talk about gourmet. oh, and if you do happen to go and you just so happen to get a lovely waitress named Ashley, make sure to give her a good tip, seriously. she deserves it.

ay caramba.
writing this made me kinda hungry.
maybe I'll go grab a snack
xo.

january 2nd.

2012-01-08T22:37:00.000-08:00

it was my father's birthday.
and well, you gotta know what that means.
*drum roll*

the traditional breakfast in bed was served, which I put together with the help of sister. yep, completely without the help of mother! pretty proud of myself, because my mom is usually the master chef behind the gourmet breakfast in bed. even though this one isn't gourmet, it's my little attempt at cooking up my own breakfast in bed for my dad! my favorite part was the mini heart shaped pancake. also, instead of cooking regular pancakes, I added toffee nuts to the batter, which made it toffee nut pancakes! I thought it was a nice touch, and I think my dad did too. ;)

I love you pops.
I know I say this enough, but I really don't think enough is ever enough.
so blessed to have a father and a best friend like you.
I love you with all of my heart.
this daughter is happy.
xo.

how i spent my new years.

2012-01-04T10:43:00.000-08:00

...

the traditional new year's japanese food (homemade) feast.

my family (+ ashley and mama marsh, who are basically honorary family members now).

just lots of bonding and playing and feasting with the people I love.

nothing beats that, ever.

goodbye 2011.

hello 2012.

xo.

timshel.

2011-12-31T01:03:00.000-08:00

I know I've still got A LOT to learn,
but these are the kind of thoughts that have been coming to me lately while driving home at night.
I can't help but to think about everything while driving home.

1. source 2. source

learn your roots, and always love your ground.
treat your mother and father the way you would want your own child to one day treat you.
always practice love by simply and genuinely loving, before it's too late.
stop wasting your life.
there is never an excuse for disrespect.

if someone doesn't treat you right, don't settle for less.
forgive them, yes.
but make sure to marry the kind of person that you would want your own child to marry.
hold on tight to your faith even if the darkness tries to rob you of all your sight.
know the fine lines in discernment, and stop flirting with them.
never stop praying.
nobody is looking, but God always is.
nobody sees it, but God always does.

stop putting things off, because chances are- they'll never get done.

sometimes people do things without thinking, as do you.
treat your boyfriend the way you would want another girl to treat your brother.
be kind, but don't forget to be honest.
don't ever hold grudges, they will only poison you.
take walks to clear your mind.
be strong in the LORD.
be strong in the person God made you to be.

there are so many elderly people in the world with so much wisdom.
take the time to listen to all of their stories.

the person who raised you might have wronged you, but don't forget all the times you've wronged them.
never ever bite the hands that feed you.

don't always listen to your heart, most times it's deceiving you anyway.
don't ever let anything or anyone tear you away from your family.
blood will always be thicker than water.
fight only over things that matter.
and laugh at the silly little things that come your way.
stop talking and just listen.
listen to the voices of the people who raised you, loved you and sacrificed so much for you.

unless they're asking you to disobey God.
you know, it's true what they say: the truth will set you free.
just like the truth of the gospel does.

learn to let go of people who treat you wrong.

don't hold onto the fear of what other people might say or think.

respect yourself.

be strong in your convictions, don't ever let anyone dictate your decisions.

choke your insecurities before the devil makes them choke you.
don't let all of your blessings puff you up, love people and share your blessings with them.
open your eyes.
the physical appearance of men will eventually fade away.
always pay close attention to the goodness and the selflessness in someone's heart.
take your bad habits, and fight them to death.
don't test the ones you love.
know God, love God, talk to God, walk with God, glorify God, enjoy God.
because after all, nothing else really matters.
and I know I say this a lot,
but I wish I could convince you, I wish I could convince the whole world, but I can't.
but you know what?
I still believe in prayer and I still believe in miracles.
so I'll stay hopeful and hold onto that.
...

roll away your stone.

2011-12-29T09:38:00.001-08:00

there are a few reasons why this video is amazing.

1. marcus mumford's voice.
2. my favorite song right now from my favorite band.
3. ben lovett dancing around the keyboard.
4. ben lovett rocking out on the keyboard.
5. ben lovett.
6. country winston rocking out super hard on that banjo.
7. ted's foot stomping while rocking out on the bass.
7. the jumping.
8. the lyrics:

'You told me that I would find a hole,
Within the fragile substance of my soul
And I have filled this void with things unreal,
And all the while my character it steals.'

'It seems that all my bridges have been burned,
But, you say that's exactly how this grace thing works
It’s not the long walk home that will change this heart,
But the welcome I receive with the restart.'

why do I feel like the first part is referring to when we try to fill our voids with vain things?
when God is the only one who can completely fill it?
oh, and why do I feel like that last verse is a reference to the prodigal son?

anyways, I study their lyrics a lot.
my brother knows.
it's like good poetry to me.
but hey, the sound of the banjo and ben lovett dancing?
I'm doing a happy dance in my chair.
xo.

christmas eve.

2011-12-28T09:36:00.000-08:00

Christmas Eve was spent at my big sista's house, where you would find only the best homemade tamales, the most refreshing salad ever known to mankind, fresh tuna ceviche to please the taste buds, Mexican hot chocolate and chocolate cake to go together and to make a happy duo. I love being with my family so much (I think we all know that) and I also LOVE a good feast. so, let's see: the best people I know, yummy food, happy dancing, Bible reading, sweets-devouring, gift opening, Christmas music and so much more lovely things? yep, this was pretty much the most perfect Christmas Eve ever. I'm so super blessed to have a full + healthy family and to have Jesus in my heart.

I'm thankful to God for the gospel and for His love. It's easy to pass on the story of Christ' birth and forget how incredibly real it is, how it isn't a fictional story at all. it's crazy if you really think about it. how it really happened, the manger is real, the wise men were real, Mary and Joseph were real, Jesus is real. I wish I could convince everyone in the world, but I can't. I struggle and I fail every single day, but God sent Jesus to save us. "God made him who had no sin to be sin for us, so that in him we might become the righteousness of God." (2 cor. 5:21). Jesus Christ and the gospel is the greatest gift of all and the greatest act of love. I'm so thankful for life, and for being able to know and trust in the fact that Jesus Christ took my place and because of that I can live freely in the grace, love and mercy of the LORD. Happy birthday, Jesus! and I pray that God would continue to work in my heart evermore into this upcoming new year.

2012 is 4 days away.
oh how time flies.
xo.

thoroughbred street.

2011-12-23T23:46:00.000-08:00

PTL for good times, loved ones + the holidays.

y'know what? there are some things you just gotta do during the Christmas season.
and well, I'd like to think looking at Christmas lights is one of them.

thanks to Steph, I now know of a wonderful neighborhood decked out with so many Christmas lights and so many yummy homemade foods. yep! it's called thoroughbred street (located in alta loma/rancho cucamonga) and it is definitely an awesome spot to visit and walk through (NOT drive through) during the Christmas season. I liked it so much that when I went this past Tuesday with Steph, Allen and Andrew, I just knew I had to go again to take my parents. I knew that if anyone else was going enjoy it and love it, they definitely would. and well, they definitely did. the street definitely gets more and more crowded the closer and closer it gets to Christmas. here are some of the photos:

tuesday, december 20
kudos to Steph for the photo documentation.

what we ate?
mexican champurrado.
bacon wrapped hot dogs.
nachos.
soda.
candy apple. ("I gotchu girl!" - Steph)
+ yard house happy hour afterwards.

today, december 23
the last night of thoroughbred for the year.

what we ate?
popcorn.
candy apple.
churros.
cupcakes.
bacon wrapped hot dogs.
hot chocolate.
tamales.
mexican champurrado.
thanks dad! hehe.

if you didn't notice, I have a candy apple in my hand in BOTH grinch photos from BOTH days. ;)

the first visit was spent with the adventure partner and our really good friends who we love double dating with best, and the second visit was spent with my lovely parental units who raised me and continue to love and provide for me. both visits of equal fun, deliciousness and good times. thoroughbred street will definitely go down in my book.

well thoroughbred street, till next year.
and if you're ever in the area around the holiday season, you really gotta go!
in other words, I can't believe Christmas is already here.
can you? I'm SO excited for these next 2 days. ;)
xo.

"love the one you hold."

2011-12-22T01:05:00.000-08:00

95 yr. old William Snell wrote this for a young friend in 1993.
if you've never read this before, please take the time to do so.

"Sing in the shower.
Treat everyone you meet like you want to be treated.
Watch a sunrise at least once a year.
Never refuse homemade brownies.
Strive for excellence, not perfection.
Plant a tree on your birthday.
Learn three clean jokes.
Returned borrowed vehicles with the gas tank full.
Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.
Leave everything a little better than you found it.
Keep it simple.
Think big thoughts, but relish small pleasures.
Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.
Be forgiving on yourself and others.
Say "thank you" a lot.
Say "please" a lot.
Avoid negative people.
Wear polished shoes.
Remember other people's birthdays.
Commit yourself to constant improvement.
Have a firm handshake.
Send lots of valentines cards, sign them.
Look people in the eye.
Be the first to say "hello".
Return all things you borrow.
Make new friends but cherish the old ones.
Keep secrets.
Plant flowers every spring.
Have a dog.
Always accept an outstretched hand.
Stop blaming others.
Take responsibility for every area of your life.
Wave at kids in school buses.
Be there when people need you.
Don't expect life to be fair.
Never underestimate the power of love.
Drink champagne for no reason at all.
Live your life as an exclamation, not an explanation.
Don't be afraid to say, "I made a mistake".
Don't be afraid to say, "I don't know".
Compliment even small improvements.
Keep your promises no matter what.
Marry only for love.
Rekindle old friendships.
Count your blessings.
Call your mother.
And your father too, if they happen to be alive."

it's 1:11AM,
and I'm craving for dole whip.
xo.

dance machines.

2011-12-21T23:56:00.000-08:00

you ask me why I can't stop dancing at parties?
it was a fine Saturday night, and my parents basically rocked the dance floor.
yeah, I think I know where I got it from.

the perfect duo spent the night on that dance floor.

they danced the longest, and they smiled the biggest.

my mom with her cute dance moves.

and her beautiful smile.

my dad's funny faces while dancing.

did I say funny faces? maybe I meant, hard core faces.
makes me wonder how they were in their disco days.

and of course, they were one of the two couples still out for a slow dance.

even though I know they struggle and they fight,
they truly know how to love God and each other with their whole hearts.
pure evidence of God's love and grace.

it's truly a blessing. they've been married for over 30 years and I seriously have learned and am still learning so much from watching them, from being around them, from simply spending time with both of them, and from them just being, them. fighting for each other no matter what. fighting for God no matter what. and yeah, they sure can fight hard. but their love stands up and fights even harder, my siblings would agree.

when they fight, they fight.
safe to say, this is their song.
when they dance, they dance.
when they laugh, they laugh.
oh but when they love, they really love.
and I love that.

dear mom and dad, I'm pretty sure I say this a lot (maybe even a little too much on this blog), but seriously, I love you both with all my heart. I'm so blessed to have two of the most beautiful hearts in my life, both so incredibly strong and so incredibly loving. not to mention, so incredibly silly! you both got a groovy kind of love. xoxo.

"what does Mieko mean?"

2011-12-19T22:37:00.000-08:00

friday night?
it was a very intimate night.
and a really good one.

lovely video made by Ashley.

a table full of amazing food.
pizza, wings, chips + guacamole, chicken and much more yumminess.
mason jars set up with our names cutely placed on them, ready for some yummy sparkling pop.
red velvet, nutella, cake pops, baklava, all things sweet.
fun familiar faces + friendly new ones.
dancing + laughing.
it was a very lovely evening.
all to celebrate the ever so lovely, Ashley Mieko.

dear Ashley/Ash/Ash Bear/Meow Mix, it has already been such a blessing to be a part of your life (even though me and my family just recently became a part of it, we all love you). you and your mom are both such a joy and treat to have around and to be around. we really should've met earlier, but I know God had and still has a good plan. it truly is crazy and funny how God works. He brings people together in His perfect timing, and molds some of the craziest friendships. your life is already such a blessing and encouragement to me, and your love for God and for using your creativity for His glory makes me so happy. God is using you in great ways and will continue to use you in the lives of many, I'm sure of it. just keep trusting in Him with all your heart and know that your joy in the LORD will bear fruit, and many will see this fruit of joy that you have in the LORD and will want to taste and savor it with you! you are an incredibly beautiful person, inside + out, and I can't wait for whatever else God has in store for this growing friendship of ours.

I love you, Meow Mix!
let's keep striving to be more like Jesus every day.
and know- I'm one text/call/freeway away!
xxx, Spirit Bear.

friends are truly huge blessings.
and God is truly so good.
xo.

my brother, my best friend.

2011-12-19T11:10:00.001-08:00

photo from Ash.

hey, today is my brother's birthday!

I love him so much.

a few days ago was this lady's amazing birthday.

and it is now officially the final week until the long awaited Christmas day!

so much to blog about.

i'll be back with many stories + photos.

It's gonna be a good day.

xo.

today, I finally saw you.

2011-12-16T00:28:00.000-08:00

today, as in thursday.

because you know, it's past midnight and I haven't slept yet.
allow me to go cheese balls for a bit here.

the past few months have been crazy for you.
I know that for sure.

but right after you finished school, you came to see me.

as tired as you were, you wanted to see me.

so you came.

after little phone conversations on the phone and not seeing each other for a long time,

after weeks of you basically living out of your car,

you came right away, as soon as you finished your last final.

you drove me to work.

you excitedly waited for the parade to come out, even though you were by yourself.

you were rooting and cheering loudly for me.

you followed me the whole way.

whenever I spotted you from where I was- you were always smiling.

you waited for me.

you had a drink in hand to give to me as soon as I came out, a mango drink (you know me).

you made sure I was warm at all times.

you walked back and forth in the rain to make sure I was okay.

again, you waited for me- for a long time.

the entire time I was away working, you never got bored and you never complained.

you seem to always find adventure in the littlest things.

I love that.

come to think of it, you rarely ever complain.

and today, you never did, even though there were many opportunities for you to do so.

of which, I would've understood.

and still, you never did.

you dug through piles of books, clothes and vinyls with me at the thrift store.

you listened to Mumford & Sons with me (even though I know they're not your first choice).

you made sure to feed me when I was hungry.

you acted silly and played games with me at the super market.

you let me dance while waiting in line at the super market, even as the cashier woman laughed at me.

you can do funny accents, you have the best stories.

you sang motown music with me loudly in the car, at the top of our lungs.

you knew all of the lyrics like me.

you listened closely to each of my stories.

I loved listening to all of yours.

you read "east of eden" with me for well over an hour in my car.

you listened to me as I read "east of eden" out loud.

you talked about the book with me.

you gave me all of your sweaters to wear on top of the other so that I wouldn't be cold.

you prayed with me.

you love God with all your heart.

you're totally real in all the things you do and say.

you won't do or say something unless you absolutely mean it; you don't sugar coat.

you always put others first.

you always put my happiness and comfort before your own.

and you always remind me to trust in God.

I love that.

I know I say this a lot, but you truly live a life that is "slow to anger + abounding in love."

you always remind me of the sunny side of life.

and you always remind me of God, the beautiful gift of love, and God's love.

you always show me kindness and selflessness.
we laughed so much today.

you're fun.

you're my best friend.
and it really is the littlest things that really do it whenever I'm with you.

even after almost 5 years, I love that we rarely ever fight.

I love how much fun we have together.

and I know no one is perfect.

no person, no life, no relationship is perfect on earth.

but thank you for being patient, forgiving, understanding and kind through every bump we've hit.
and to be honest, most times I feel so undeserving of your good heart.

I really love us.
and I'm so thankful to God for giving me a friend like you.

yeah, I really could go on and on.

but hey, today was just an example of why- me and you? we just work.
and I'm so excited for our many winter adventures.

xo.

"love; it will not betray you, dismay or enslave you, it will set you free.

be more like the man you were made to be."

holiday party 2011.

2011-12-14T11:11:00.000-08:00

y'know what's cute?
my dad was more excited than I was.
true story.

mother + father.
shrimp & chicken jambalaya.
bengal barbecue skewers.
cinnamon tea latte.
churros.
double scoop ice cream.
reuniting with brother ben + meeting his lovely lady.
popcorn in a souvenir bucket for $2.
coca-cola.
big discounts on everything.
and just a good time.

we found ourselves sitting on a bench on main street at 12:30AM, still munching on our bucket of popcorn and resting our heads on each other. (we didn't even realize it was that late.) "whoa! it's 12:30!" I guess time really does fly when you're having fun! anyway, mother and father were exhausted by the end of the disneyand adventure night. so then, I volunteered to drive us home in the wee hour of 1 o'clock in the morning. oh and, mumford & sons kept me awake, of course. pop in their CD and I'll be singing along to every single song. my parents would know.

oh you know.
it was a really good time.
xo.

"you were made to meet your Maker."

today, I danced in striped pink socks.

2011-12-13T15:50:00.000-08:00

and today, I came home to a little pink box!
let's rewind: woke up early. had a wonderful morning + afternoon of dance. traffic was really not bad at all coming to and from west Hollywood. sang + danced along to my iPod in my car. had a short but nice conversation on the phone with my adventure partner. came home to the lovely little pink box. 'twas an early Christmas present from Steph, patiently waiting for me. inside: delicious cake pops (a lot of it!) + an actual Mumford & Sons CD!!! made myself some scrambled eggs with cheese because my stomach was growling. made and drank a glass full of raspberry + vanilla smoothie (yum). now I'm off to shower + get cleaned up. because the holiday party is tonight at Disneyland! and I'm taking my mom and pops.

well, hey!
sounds like a fine + dandy tuesday to me.
I hope yours is just as nice.
xo.

good morning.

2011-12-12T10:18:00.001-08:00

pretty flowers at disneyland.

• "People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway. If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway. The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway." - Mother Teresa

• "As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." - Anonymous

• “Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, and understanding you can muster, and do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.” - Og Mandino

- - -

there are beautiful sights to see in the world, just as there are beautiful words to read and keep with you. and both the sights and words make this beautiful earth that much more beautiful. thank you God.

it's a rainy monday!
and I'm thankful to God for another day in the life.
because you know, I could've easily not woken up this morning.
every morning we wake up is a gift.
I forget that a lot.
xo.

sunday.

2011-12-11T23:56:00.000-08:00

sometimes, things don't happen the way we wish they could.
or even the way we dream they would.
sometimes, it's hard not to cry.
sometimes, God allows bad things to happen for reasons we don't understand.
sometimes, people are cold and heartless.
sometimes, we really wish we could take back time.
sometimes, life isn't fair.

but what I know for sure?
at all times, humans are sinners.
at all times, humans have the sinful ability within themselves to tell lies to good people.
at all times, trust that God has a purpose for all of the trials in your life.
at all times, give thanks.
at all times, know that the riches of earth will one day fade away.
remember??? everyone is dying for money, yet everyone will die without it.
from last sunday.
at all times, remember you are blessed.
at all times, keep your head up and remember that it could've been worse.
and at all times, God is good.

all I know is that I'm alive and well.
I've got legs to dance.
eyes to read good books.
a family of comfort.
a God who is real and will supply for all of my needs.
and well, life is better on the brighter side.
so, I'm gonna stay in it!

praise God for good friends like Ashley.

here's to living.
here's to learning.
here's to things that we don't understand.
but here's to knowing that God has a plan.
oh, and here's to crazy days that we'll never forget.
and here's to stories that we'll only bring up on our wedding days.
cheers!
xo.

"'twas the night before..."

2011-12-10T23:27:00.000-08:00

press the play button.
and watch!

my favorite song right now.

an epic show with an epic sea of people.

another favorite of mine.

I'm SO excited for tomorrow night.
I can pee my pants.
as extremely excited as I am to see ALL of the bands that are gonna be there.
I'm MOST excited for the amazing Mumford & Sons.
(I know you know.)
I finally get to enjoy them live!!!
it hasn't even hit me yet.
xo.

music adventure awaits.

2011-12-10T09:40:00.000-08:00

you know what sounds like a good concert?
well, let's see here...

MUMFORD & SONS, Death Cab for Cutie, Foster the Peple, Florence + The Machine

The Naked and Famous, The Black Keys, and Cage the Elephant.

(+ a bit more.)

ALL. IN. ONE. NIGHT.

photo kudos to Ashley.

for the past 2 nights, Lady Ash and I have been staying up late

looking for some magical way to go to night 2 of KROQ's Almost Acoustic Christmas.

(aww c'mon, that is one heck of a line up!)
sad story: the tickets sold out within the hour that they were released.
(which, you know, was all the way back in November. we missed it big time.)
note to self: if there's a will, there's a way.
true story: WE'RE. GOING.

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& in case you didn't know,

I absolutely LOVE Mumford & Sons.
(people close to me know this very well.)

I recently decided that they're my all time favorite band.
and for a few reasons.

one being, their music is like good poetry to me.

it's like good literature and every time I listen, it's like a favorite book.

because their lyrics are so hearty!

their writing is what hooked me and made me love their music.

(being that they're also heavily influenced by Shakespeare and Steinbeck.)

most of their songs remind me of God, remind me to 'hold on to what I believe'.

a second reason being, the instruments!

as if the sound of a banjo wasn't enough of a reason!?

listening to Mumford & Sons has very much grown my love and appreciation for folk music.
even country music.

you should really take a close listen, too.
hearty stuff.

so, I now publicly declare:
SUNDAY NIGHT. IT'S GOING DOWN.
(thanks again Ash for being spontaneous and adventurous with me.)

too. excited.
anyone else in here going?
let me know!
xo.

the perfect wednesday.

2011-12-08T01:20:00.000-08:00

a co-worker/friend of mine needed this saturday covered,
so then- we switched! she took my shift today and I'll be covering for her this saturday.
so, you know.
it pretty much became the most perfect wednesday.

it started off with a banana + berries milkshake!
which I made in the early morning for me and my dearest sister.
had some devotion time.
prayer time.
then it was off to dance my heart out.
took 4 classes.
2 classes in which I had been wanting to take for so long now,
but couldn't because of work.
oh you know,
Gina Starbuck's class and Justin Giles' class!
both equally AMAZING.
found a stranger, and made him a friend.
I even got to read my current book throughout the day, with every chance I got.
"East of Eden" by John Steinbeck!!!
(an amazing book that deserves a whole post of its own).
to top off my day, I went on a late night adventure after dance with my adventure partner.
we climbed to the top of a secret spot
where we star gazed and talked about God, about what's been happening lately, and just about life.
then we brought our adventure to a nearby old diner,
and talked some more while eating fried chicken till past midnight.
ate some yoshinoya flan.
listened to some folk music in my car.
(there really is nothing like the sound of a fiddle and a banjo.)
and I drove home, happy.
completely and totally happy.

not to mention,
my brother texted me while I was out tonight
saying that he has a surprise for me.
unfortunately, he was already sleeping by the time I got home.
so you know what?
I'm gonna hit the sheets now.
because I can't wait to wake up and see what it is.

I loved today.
as in wednesday, because I haven't slept yet.
my heart is very thankful.
godspeed!
xo.

a taste of the shower.

2011-12-07T00:18:00.000-08:00

my family had a little wedding shower over here this past Saturday,
in honor of my dearest sister + her fiancee who are soon to be wed in just under 2 months
(time flies too fast)
there's much to be said.
so much good company all around, so many good laughs.
oh and, so much AMAZING food.

here's just a taste:

my new favorite things to eat: couscous salad.
made by my mother.
couscous is seriously one of the greatest and yummiest inventions.

something that got me even more excited for the shower?
DELICIOUS GYROS!!!
of course, the pita wraps and all of the other fillings for the gyros were at the side.
it surely was a flavorful hit of the evening.

another one of my mother's specialties?
pasta, of all sorts.
with yummy sauces, of all kinds.

+ the dessert that I simply couldn't stop taking photos of?
funfetti cake pops (WOW, RIGHT!!?)
made by Ashley and her dearest mother, who we call Mama Marsh.

sweetly glazed baked goods towering over.
+ baklava made by, mwah.
one of the only things that people know me for making around these parts.
besides crepes and smoothies, of course.

a deliciously sweet and tasty (+ REALLY HUGE) fruit tart custard cake.
I wish I had this on demand, whenever I wanted.
yep, Porto's is always sure to make your taste buds dance.

+ a lovely red velvet cake.
ya can't go wrong.

so much yumminess and flavors for one day.
the photos above aren't even ALL the foods that we had to fill our stomachs.
seriously, so blessed.
there was sooo much food, that we (lucky me) had some left overs to put inside of the fridge!
and you know what that means,
my stomach is still doing all kinds of happy dancing.
cheers to yummy food.

it was a super fun evening.
relaxing, yummy, funny, and just good times.
sister, I hope you liked!
and I know that I only shared some of the many foods that we ate in this blog post.
but hey, I haven't forgotten the good company all around.
that one's for later.

happy day!!!
xo.

greed + the love of money.

2011-12-05T09:26:00.000-08:00

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yesterday, I went to reality LA for the first time ever with Steph, and God really used the message and the worship to convict and speak to the both of us. it was so rebuking to be reminded of how easily greed can take over our hearts, and it was so refreshing to be reminded of the gospel and how where our treasure is, there our hearts will be also. I took some notes on my phone and I wanted to share the points that were brought up in the message, because I feel like they are really important and I want to share it with all of you.

signs of greed:
1. moral blindness.
2. inordinate appetite.
3. excessive worry.
4. hoarding.
5. dissatisfaction.

God really spoke to my heart about the importance of contentment in Jesus. the importance and finding my complete joy and purpose in Him, because to know Him is the essence of eternal life. if I live every second with the mindset of "all that I have comes from God" then it would result in total joy in both the season plenty and the season of lack.

marks of gratitude:
1. enjoyment.
2. contentment (the state of a blessed detachment)
ex: "I like this, and it would be nice to have it, but I'm okay without it."

Tim Chaddick also told us a really interesting story that went something like this (this is all by memory, so don't mark me word for word!): A man who was going to die had requested 3 things at his funeral. he requested that 1. his physician would carry and lead his casket away. 2. rubies and treasures be scattered on the ground along the trail that his casket went. and 3. he wanted to be buried with one of his arm/hand's hanging out of the casket. Someone was brave enough to ask him, "why? why would you want that?" and the man said, "because I want to show that 1. no doctor or physician can save you from death. 2. all that I had here on earth will eventually go to other people and they will no longer be mine or be a part of me. and 3. I will die and leave earth just like the way I came, empty handed."

that story really hit me, and again reminded me of how everything that we have and everything that belongs to us here on this earth isn't forever. it will simply fade away. everyone is dieing for money and yet everyone will die without it. we live in a world that is constantly about consuming, constantly wanting something more, constantly dissatisfied. I'll even be the first to admit to that. we live in a world where money is everything. we live in a world where money represents status, security and a solution. it's true: money is NOT the root of ALL evil, but the LOVE of MONEY is the root of ALL KINDS of evil (1 Timothy 6:10), which comes to show that it is truly a matter of the heart.

gifts of God:
1. life (things to enjoy, capacity to enjoy)

2. and ultimately, eternal life.

the greatest gift God gave us is Himself.

the ability to "enjoy" comes from God and we will never be truly content and satisfied with our lives until we find our contentment, joy and satisfaction in Christ alone. until we see that the greatest gift of all is the gift of eternal life that is found in Jesus Christ coming down to earth and dieing on the cross for our sins so that we could be with God and be rich in the LORD. Jesus gave up all the treasure of heaven to make us His treasure.

guard against greed because greed distorts how we view God. pray, learn from God's word every day, and be generous. God is to be our treasure, and once God is our treasure ABOVE ALL ELSE, then excessive worry and everything else that plants itself in our hearts as a result of greed will find its ways out of conquering over our hearts. make sacrifices of what is temporary for that of the eternal. I mean, after all, in Hebrews 13:5 God says "I will never leave you nor forsake you." so why worry? God is going to take care of you, trust Him and make God your treasure.

so, until we allow God occupy and reign our hearts and until we find our treasures in Him rather than the temporary treasures of the earth, we will never be satisfied and we will never be content.

"Command them to do good, to be rich in good deeds,
and to be generous and willing to share.
In this way they will lay up treasure for themselves as a firm foundation for the coming age,
so that they may take hold of the life that is truly life." - 1 Timothy 6:18-19

I praise God so much for using Tim Chaddick to deliver His message, because so many things were said that really moved my heart. so many things. and even though this blog post only gives a (long) summary of the message, I pray that you were perhaps moved in some way, too. my heart is definitely still trying to soak it all in.

the secret to contentment? dependence on God and enjoyment of God.
I know it's easy to worry about how things will work out (financially) and how we'll get through it.
but you know what? by God's grace alone, we will get by and we will get through it.
I know it's easy to get lost in greed and the love of money, my friends.
but let us come to God with humility and get completely lost in His goodness and His love.

8 photos, 8 loves.

2011-12-02T00:57:00.000-08:00

"I forget to say, happy December!"
and the countdown to Christmas begins.

8 things I love from the past few days?

1 • I love my pancakes with Aunt Jemima syrup, and no other kind of syrup.
2 • I love watching my mother put together yummy pies.
I observe and take notes on her incredible skills.
3 • I love the fact that my Mama Lolita + Mama Marsh both make one heck of a kitchen team.
4 • I love how amazing our red velvet cookies + peppermint kisses on top came out!
after trial and error, of course... but hey, recipe soon to come!
5 • I love feasting on pizza, thai tea + grapefruit strawberry lemonade with family and good friends.
6 • I love spontaneous dates to hometown buffet with the adventure partner.
7 • I love taking my Nikon around town more often than never.
he was feeling neglected.
8 • I love finding cute + cheap shoes at the thrift store that make we wanna dance.
you better know I did a happy dance as soon as I tried them on.

1:19AM
yeah, my sleeping pattern might be a little bit bonkers.
but you know what, it's Friday!
there are a lot of good things coming for us today and the rest of this weekend.
I'm pretty excited and I can't wait to take photos.

till then, godspeed!
and goodnight.
xo.

i can't sleep.

2011-12-01T01:47:00.000-08:00

1:47AM
tonight is probably the windiest night we've had in forever.
it's so windy that you can hear all of the trees and lots of things being moved around so loudly.
it's kind of really scary.
you can even hear big noises coming from the sky.

also, I found myself reading older posts.
from over 3 years ago.
I was then inspired to write about my day just like I used to in high school.
you know, where I would tell almost everything that happened.

so, since I can't sleep.
here I go.

today (as in wednesday, because I haven't slept yet), I woke up at 8AM not wanting to get out of bed, but knowing that I should enable to make it to dance on time. a part of me didn't want to go to dance. a part of me wanted to ditch and stay in bed for the rest of the morning (truthfully, it happens. sometimes I have mornings like that.) thankfully, I knocked some sense into myself and was able to get up and out of bed and out of the house with the quickness so I would not be late. I got there pretty early, giving me time to stretch and warm up, which I like. I hate being late to dance, I'd rather not go at all than miss the first 15 minutes of it (I'm weird like that). class was harder than usual today, my ballet teacher is an older woman around 60+, and just the fact that she still wants to teach at her age is something beautiful to me. it shows me that it really isn't about the money for her, she sincerely and genuinely cares about all of us, and I really see that through the way she works with us.

after dance, I had much time to spare on my hands before work. I was going to go to starbucks to read a book. but! as I was driving, I spotted a really old, ghetto sign that said "Thrift" on it. I busted a quick u-turn and pulled into the shabby, old looking place. I talked to the man who works there and he told me how it had once been an old auto shop, and how they have plans of renovating it to become a huge thrift store. he said it's going to be (and I quote) "epic". those were his exact words. the place was real messy but it was also extremely big. anyways, he led me to these racks of clothes that were on sale for $1 each. most of the clothes were whatever, but an older woman was digging with me. she kept smiling at me and telling me how happy she was that I'm a shopper like her, "we don't give up" she said. we talked about how some people are impatient at thrift stores, not wanting to look hard to find the real goodies. we also talked about how it's so worth it. she told me that she was happy to have someone like me rummaging the racks hanger by hanger with her. so together, we dug deep for treasures and together, we left with some. I ended up walking away with 6 (super rad) pieces of clothing, all for $1 each! the man was extremely helpful and the woman was super nice. it was already a good day.

the other day, I sold clothes I don't wear anymore to buffalo exchange and surprisingly, they took a lot of my stuff (they never do). they offered me either $60 cash or $88 store credit, which are both equally amazing! I was stuck in such a rut that I had to call my sister for advice on what to take. I was running late to work, so I went with my gut feeling and I ended up choosing the store credit. it sounded good to me, also because I would like to take my brother and Andrew there to buy some nice shirts and flannels... especially Andrew. he doesn't really like shopping and doesn't really care about what he wears. he's more of a white tee and jeans kind of guy, which I'm completely cool with. but, you know. sometimes seeing him dressed up is real nice. I'm gonna buy him clothes and make him dress up more. shh, don't tell him that yet.

working in the parades at disneyland is really such a blessing. I know I say that a lot, but it really is. it's easy to take for granted, too. I remember being jobless, or even working at kabuki, and only dreaming about being in the parade at disneyland. I had considered auditioning, but never thought I'd actually get it. now that I have it, I don't want to take it for granted. sometimes when I'm up there or out there on the parade route, I can't help but to thank God for giving me such an easy going, fun job. and the reaction of all the children is what makes it that much more special and is what makes the sweat that much more worth it.

at the end of the day, I look forward to coming home the most. I look forward to seeing my family, spending time with my family, sharing stories with my parents. it's all about that moment I pull into the driveway, and I see my mom open the front door before I'm even out of my car. I see her excitedly waiting for me to come inside and when I finally do, she'll hug me and kiss my cheek and ask me how my day went. things like that mean the world to me. coming home to the sound of my brother playing jazz in his room, to the smell of my mom's cooking, to that huge hug that my dad gives me whenever I come home (where he does that thing where he holds my head close to his face and gives my head one big kiss). there really is no place like home.

2:18AM
that's all for now.
godspeed!
xo.

heaven on my mind.

2011-11-29T20:28:00.000-08:00

God works in funny ways.
is it weird that God uses music to make me think more about Him?
to think more about heaven and more about life?
is it weird that God will sometimes even use the most unexpected songs/artists to speak to me?
well, you know.
like, Mumford & Sons, for example...

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I really need to stop.
put away all distractions and all noise, put away all doubts.
and stop.
heaven has been on my mind all day.
and you would need to stop everything you're filling your time with to really imagine it.
imagine heaven.
as well as the thought of how fleeting everything on earth is.
sometimes, I look at my hands and think about how God placed me in THIS body.
this specific body.
God didn't place me in any other body, any other family, any other life, any other story.
no, God placed me in this one.
with a purpose, too.
whenever I look at my hands, I'm constantly reminded of God's existence.
God's grace over my life and God's power.
whenever I look at my hands, I am reminded of my purpose.
my reason for living this life and my faith in God.
there is nothing that will ever come close to the victory that is found in walking with God.
God's love is real just as His purposes and His promises are so true.
there is a purpose as to why God placed you in your own shoes, not his or not hers.
He made you, you.
with your own hands, your own body.
your own heart.
I know that heaven is real and I know that one day when God decides to take me,
I want to be able to leave this life knowing that I did what I could to spread His truth with love.
and that I lived my life walking alongside Him day by day.
because at the end of life,
nothing else matters.
it's gonna be hard, but whoever said that this life was supposed to be easy?
and I guess that really is how this grace thing works.
we have a God who is more powerful than both our strengths and our weaknesses.
and we have a God who's power is made perfect in weakness.
whenever I look at my hands, I'm reminded of all this.
whenever I look at my hands, I'm reminded of my Maker's hand and His awesome work in creation.
how I want Him to use my hands, my life and my heart for His work.
and how I certainly do not want to waste my life.
I only pray for the heart to push on enable to live completely and totally for God.
for nothing an no one else.
I only pray for a heart completely and totally lost in God.
in nothing and no one else.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there,
With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.

you know what?
heaven is going to be indescribably amazing.
and that is a sure fact.
xo.

warm autumn days.

2011-11-28T10:44:00.000-08:00

it's been a pretty warm autumn these past few days
in sunny southern California.
sunshine out with blue skies, and perfect weather for a denim jacket.

I don't have many pictures to share,
but here are a few:

swedish clogs via Lotta From Stockholm make me wanna dance.
after visiting my sister and seeing her amazing clogs, I was convinced to get a pair for myself.
seriously, they are such "outfit completers",
as I like to call them.

& thankfully, I've been seeing more of my best friend these past few days.
that's definitely been a big blessing over here.

3 random notes:

1 • my sister inspired me to embrace my short, messy, wavy hair.

2 • hymns have been on my heart all morning.
especially this one.

"prone to wander, Lord I feel it. prone to leave the God I love.
take my heart, Oh take and seal it. seal it for Thy courts above."

3 • last night I had another funny dream.
a dream that I ran into James Franco while hiking in the mountains.
we became friends.
took a whole bunch of polaroids.
and everyone was sooo jealous of me when I came back home.
according to my dream, Franco is fun company!

happy Monday!
hope it's been a good start so far.
xo.

give thanks.

2011-11-27T21:41:00.000-08:00

my thanksgiving consisted of so much food.
all lovingly home cooked and prepared by my mother dearest.
she's amazing, I tell you.
her hands are magical when it comes to poppin' out the foods to please the taste buds.
everyone who knows her, knows.

traditional thanksgiving foods.

plus, some Filipino goodies, of course!
like, fresh lumpia.

palabok.
and so much more.

bravey + brotherly love.

10 things I'm thankful for.

1 • the ability to dance, and of course- ALL kinds of dance.
especially silly dance.

2 • my mother with her heart of gold.
the hearty heart and love that she shares with me every day,
and that motherly touch and compassion that only a mother could provide.

3 • my father with his soft heart that often goes unnoticed.
the wisdom and awesome stories that he shares with me every day,
and the spontaneous quality time we get to spend with each other (those are the best).

4 • my big sissy with her strong will and strong heart.
a heart that's strong in herself, in her family, in her work and most importantly in the LORD,
and who I ALWAYS love having around.
I miss her being home.

5 • my one and only brother with his silly ways and fun-loving personality.
who would seriously go the distance just to make sure his sisters are okay, his family is okay.
to make sure we are happy.

6 • my big sista with her selfless (and yes, sassy) heart.
with her unique, silly, sassy quirks that I really wouldn't want any other way at all.
and a big heart that's selfless in ways that I struggle to be.

7 • my loving andrew ho, my best friend, my adventure partner.
with a heart bigger than any other heart that I have ever befriended, sincerely.
one I'm so blessed to have found.
a huge heart that always sees the best in people,
that always finds beauty in the littlest things,
who sees the innocence in living,
and who always finds the joy and adventure in every life and story.

8 • both good friends who have gone out of my life, and good friends who still remain.
both of equal importance,
because I firmly believe that God gives (and even takes away)
each friendship and relationship for a purpose.

9 • the joy of my existence which is solely found in God and the gospel alone.
God's love that's unlike any other love.
the joy, peace and hope that is ONLY found in Him.
my walk with God every single day because without God, my life would be a waste.
my life would be nothing.
I would be nothing.

10 • struggles, because they help me to become a stronger person.
because they refine me.
because they've helped me to get to where I am today.
because I love where I am today.
and because I wouldn't want it any other way.

hm, and y'know what?
I have God to thank for all of this and SO much more.
all of this? it was just a little hint of the blessings that I could ramble on and on about.
but hey, I won't put you through that.
but really.
God is so good.
I'm thankful to God for life.
xo.

it's that time of year.

2011-11-22T23:09:00.000-08:00

wish lists
secret Santa.
Christmas trees and Christmas lights.
Christmas music and holiday tunes.
fuzzy, warm blankets.
fireworks.
chilly weather.
gloves.
boots and cozy scarves.
sweets and goodies.
loved ones.

it's true.
thanksgiving is practically one day away.
and the things above are just a few of the many things that I'm thankful for.
but you know, if thanksgiving is just around the corner.
AND.
if you're starting to smell all of the turkey, mashed potatoes, stuffing and candied yams.
then you gotta know what that means, right!!?
oh, you must.
that means: CHRISTMAS is coming!
and well, I made a video to express my excitement. ;)
take a look...

I'm on a roll with these (random) little videos.

oh, you know.
just a little peek into what Disneyland is like right now.
and s'more of my family's funny dance moves.
I. love. it.

if I'm not back till after Thursday,
I wish all of you a happy, wonderful and delicious thanksgiving.
eat lots of food,
no dieting!
and count your blessings.
say "I love you" to the people you love
and remember to thank the LORD for all the things He has given you and more.
life is sweet.
and living is such a sweet, sweet blessing.
don't ever forget that.

happy thanksgiving, almost.
and merry Christmas-is-getting-so-much-closer day! ;)
xo.

words worth keeping.

2011-11-22T00:06:00.000-08:00

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it's always nice to find wise words worth keeping.
they're words of wisdom that often come into play when you need 'em most.
and God knows, He sure does.
goodnight.
xo.

autumn leaves by joe pass.

2011-11-21T01:17:00.001-08:00

we might not get all 4 seasons like the east coast does.
but, if you explore a bit more... you'll be sure to find some trees changing colors.
yes, even in southern California.

a nearby street.

gloomy weather calls for cozy knits.

gloomy weather calls for pho.

little things...
• I spent my past Friday with my best friend.
• I took a ballet class that made me feel more sore than usual.
• my shop is slowly coming back. ;)
keep checking back for more!
• sometimes it pays to be tiny, because I can just buy youth sizes at american apparel.
and you know what that means? it's cheaper!!!
• I've really been trying to use my camera more every day.
this is just the start.
• went here for the first time,
and absolutely LOVED their milk tea smoothie with boba + pudding!
• Christmas music on the radio is NEVER too early. :)
• put together my Christmas wish list and gave it to the sister to kindly deliver to the parents.
• spent time at the mall and spent ZERO dollars.
*patting myself on the back*

wherever you might be in the world,
I hope you're cuddling and bundling and staying warm!
'tis the season to be jolly.
xo.

shake off lifeless branches.

2011-11-19T23:44:00.000-08:00

a photo I took on the way home.

the going gets tough for all of us.
ALL of us.
no matter how perfect an individual may seem, they simply aren't.
everyone has their struggles, their cries, fits and tempers every now and then.
and I'll be the first to admit it.
especially when God isn't first in my life?
it's easy to fall.
and let's be honest, as much as we want God to be the number one in our lives at ALL times.
we're sinners, and it isn't always easy.
absolutely no one you know, no one I know, or no one anyone knows is perfect.
we all hit points in life where we just don't know what to do.
we don't know what God wants.
we don't know what God has so graciously planned.
and thought we wish we could know,
we don't.

things get real blurry for all of us, I'm sure.
but I guess having faith through it all, and continuing to push on despite all the uncertainty,
is what trusting in God and having faith in Him is all about.
am I right, or am I right!?

I start to go dry in so many places of my heart
when God is not first in my life.
I know I say these kind of things a lot from time to time on this blog,
but I mean it.
sometimes, I really don't understand why God would allow certain things to take place.
and though certain things really do break my heart,
I do know for a fact that God's power is made perfect in weakness.
and sometimes it takes my heart to go dry,
for me to see and feel how empty I am without God.
how much I need him.
and how without God in life, one will always feel like something is missing.
because without God in life, something is missing.

start here:
kick out the things in your life that you know aren't good for you.
that you know is keeping you from truly knowing and walking with God every day.
that you know is stunting your growth.
that you know is keeping you from the complete freedom and liberty that is found ONLY in God.
that you know is keeping you from truly tasting and savoring God's goodness.
don't let anything or anyone take you away from knowing God.
that would take away the very heart of living.

in God, there is life.
and with God, life is complete.
in God, there is love.
and with God, love is complete.

"sometimes God will allow stormy circumstances to happen,
enable to shake loose the lifeless branches that you've been refusing to release."

just some food for thought.
I'm off to bed.
xo.

"i'm kinda craving for a burger."

2011-11-18T09:44:00.000-08:00

you see, I always hear people talk about umami burger.
how good it is, how I gotta go.
and after a million light years from the moment I first heard about it, I finally tried it!
after the show, umami burger bound it was!

selection of (yummy) burgers.

the umami burger.

the manly burger (what I ordered).
and everyone was right, it is SO good!
though it is a bit more pricey for a single burger (compared to in-n-out ya know),
it really is on a different level from regular fast food joints (duh),
and I absolutely loved it.
we all passed our burgers around to try all we had,
and I can proudly say- my favorite was what I ordered: the manly burger.
it was deee-lish!
and highly recommended. ;)

some beautiful people in my life.
it was an incredibly fun and yummy night.
and I think it'd be so much fun if Ashley & Ica actually roomed with me & Reinna.
am I right, or am I right!?
thanks brother for taking our photo. we love you so much!
anyways,
I love me some good company and some yummy burgers.
I mean, who doesn't!?
xo.

we (heart) me & mr. cassidy

2011-11-17T10:30:00.000-08:00

and because we love Me & Mr. Cassidy so much,
we decided to have a wildin' cool cats night (girls night + awesome brother) on the town.
so, to Hollywood we went!

1, 2, 3, 4, 5.
5 cool cats, and we sure had a good time.
a really good time, it was.

on the way to the show, I had to go pee-- really bad.
I really couldn't hold it any longer.
so, we stopped at a random jack in the box to relieve my discomfort.
and when I came back outside, I saw an impromptu photo shoot taking place in the parking lot.
you know me.
I ran fast and joined the fun.
impromptu photo shoots are always the best.

the ladies keepin' it fierce.

and of course, we got X's on our hand 'cause we so cool.
when really it's because we're not 21. fail.

all photos above taken by Ashley, Ica & grooveent.com
lovely people in my life.

Hope Leigh + Scott Cassidy.
two lovely people who create only the best.
for. sure.

let's talk about the reason why this night happened:
Me & Mr. Cassidy make amazing music and I've fallen in love after I heard this song.
I find myself humming a song from their album at least once a day.
it's hard to get 'em out of your head,
but I don't mind at all.
they are so talented and absolutely AMAZING.
they ended up winning that night after performing in front of reps from Sony Records.
and I especially loved how so many people were singing along.
that always makes me so happy.

listen to their album here.
or even buy it!
it's beautifully written, played and uniquely arranged.
from start to finish, the album has a story.
from the budding moments of a relationship to the ill feelings that come with losing someone you love,
their album is surely one of my faves.
take a listen from start to finish, and soon you'll know what I mean.
tuh-rust me.

+ an awesome video made by Ashley to wrap it all up.

keep an eye out for Me & Mr. Cassidy, my friends!
they're coming up.
and I am so incredibly happy for them and thankful that I was able to see them live myself.
and I thought their album was amazing!? they're even more amazing live.
that's a fact.

it was a fun night.
and I feel so blessed to have been able to be there.
I am in love with Me & Mr. Cassidy!
xo.

we prayed for no rain.

2011-11-17T09:35:00.000-08:00

and guess what!?
God answered our prayers and gave us a rain-free bridal shower.
rain came after the party! praise the LORD.
it was a beautiful evening and an amazing, intimate par-tay in honor of my soon-to-be-wed sister.
with beautiful weather, delicious food & drink, and beautiful ladies.

the night consisted of:
• "fun" gifting (think: bow chica bow wow!)
• LOTS of laughter.
so much that our stomachs were hurting and eyes got teary.
• many inside jokes were made,
thanks to raunchy charades.
• and words of wisdom by many were shared.
safe to say, it was a super fun night.

all daytime photos taken by sister.
all nighttime photos taken by east coast sister.

beautiful, am I right or am I right!?
I truly believe that my sister is kinda a genius of craft and creativity.
you see all those dreamy, romantic photos above?
yeah, her backyard.
and yeah, her creative brains.
she's really is the true mastermind behind it all.
please (if ya so kindly would) leave a comment/vote here of what you liked or anything else.
to love and support my big sissy.
and hey, anyone who commented can win $$$ too if big sissy wins!
nothing to lose, right!?

toilet paper wedding dress?
my team won. ;)
I think it was because of the strut I did like I was in a fashion show runway.
I'm pretty sure that stole the heart of the judge.

calling, the "Creinna" bridal party!
even though it's missing our beloved bridesmaid, Staci.
I love these ladies.

oh, and me with the most beautiful women I know.
inside & out.
am I right, or am I right!?

+ a beautiful video made by our lovely Hope.
I love Hope.

thank you LORD for no rain
thank you LORD for the ability to smile and laugh.
thank you LORD for good company.
thank you LORD for sister, who is soon to be married in February.
thank you LORD for big sissy, who is a genius.
thank you LORD for creative minds.
delicious food.
fun games.
and a beautiful night.

God is so good.
p.s. don't forget to comment/vote here!
xo.

"you've got a home as long as I've got mine."

2011-11-10T08:56:00.000-08:00

little videos such as these are always sure to be treasures.

because, you know, one day you'll get older.

and digging up stuff like this to watch again will remind you of all the blessings.

both big and small.

some of the littlest moments make for the happiest of blessings.

cheers to a mini video of random little snippets of my little life:

sometimes, I remember to bring the camera with me

but most times? I forget.

I really need to remember to bring it with me when I work! so much funnies take place there.

however, I really hope you enjoyed the little bits I was able to capture.

oh and can I just say,

isn't my mom the funniest, cutest lady ever?

I love her.

she's got the sweetest dance moves.

and she makes me laugh.

xo.

"where is your heart?"

2011-11-09T15:51:00.001-08:00

via weheartit.com

one.
I love coming home after a long, tiring day.
with my mother's super senses, and how she can sense when one of us drives into the driveway.
even if the television is on, or even she's cooking in the kitchen.
she just knows.
coming home at nearly 2AM from rehearsals, I saw my mom waiting for me at the door.
smiling sweet and asking if there was anything I needed.
at 2 IN THE MORNING.
my mother is still and forever will be the most beautiful woman that I know.

two.
I love walking around an empty Disneyland after park hours.
all those thousands of people? gone.
with everything lit up: the ginormous Christmas tree at the top of main street, main street itself, the castle, small world, everything, and with Christmas decorations everywhere.
an empty Disneyland with Christmas music playing all around and snow falling everywhere.
the snow was fake? oh, I couldn't tell!
I'm not gonna lie, last night was pretty magical.
I can't even describe it in perfect words to justify just exactly how magical it really was.
rehearsals for Christmas are amazing.
all of us were so happy.
and to tell you the truth, Disneyland is still super magical to me.

three.
I love the gospel.
I've been feeling pretty sick, down and out.
I haven't danced all week (you read that? not ONE dance class, it irks me so much!)
I struggle with discipline, and I really need God to guide me.
however, taking the time to stop everything I'm doing just to simply think and dwell on the gospel.
to think about how the LORD has me.
to think about how I'm 100% forgiven because of the cross and how I don't need to dwell on the past, no need at all.
because, what is done- is done.
and me? I am a new creation in Jesus Christ and it's never too late to start all over.
it's the kind of love and peace that never ceases.
God is indescribable.
more infinitely indescribable than Disneyland will ever be.
and for me, walking with the LORD brings me much more joy than anything/anyone can ever bring.
thank you LORD for life and for the gospel.

life is beautiful, isn't it?
you really just gotta take the time to stop and think about it.
like, really think about it.

seven things.

2011-11-07T09:48:00.000-08:00

you know what?
whenever I make lists and it ends up being 'six things',
I always have to think of at least one more thing to add enable to make it seven.
because I highly dislike the number six.
is that weird!?

seven things...
1 • I wish we had many more rainy days, my rain boots are quite comfy.
2 • I absolutely love to eat grapefruit with sugar.
3 • I watched Puss In Boots, and now I can't stop saying my favorite lines from the movie.
(example: "how DARE you do the litter box to me!")
4 • my room is the messiest it's ever been, and I can't get myself to clean it.
5 • I really love my brother.
who rarely ever gets any love on this or my sisters' blogs.
6 • I danced with Nick Cannon himself (or well, my friend Panchito did).
unfortunately, I didn't even know who he was until after it happened... therefore, I wasn't star struck.
"he's married to Mariah Carey? are you lieing to me?"
7 • make sure to watch the Disney Christmas Special on ABC on Christmas day!
oh! and keep a look out for the red bird dancing like he's a party bird.

happy monday!!!
let's get workin'.

it's that time of year again.

2011-11-03T01:59:00.000-07:00

you mean to say you didn't know!?

it's november 3rd.

how could one ever forget!? oh you know, I could never ever forget.

it's pretty much a holiday.

and she makes sure we know of it- real well. ;)

last month, I left my teens and entered my 20's.

and on this fine day, she has officially left her 20's and is now entering her 30's.

yeah, we might be 10 years apart.

so what!?

we click perfectly, I'd say.

oh, I also clean her bathrooms in exchange for shoes and clothes.

what's not to love!?

happy 30th sissy.

you inspire me each and every single day.

spiritually, physically (we all know you're a p90x veteran/champion!), creatively, etc.

and well, I pretty much love you more than you know.

just letting you know.

xo.

halloween stories.

2011-11-01T21:23:00.000-07:00

you know what, halloween is always such a problem for me.
not only do my great ambitions of what I wanna be fail at coming to life year after year,
but girlfriends always scoff at my great ideas.
or well, they're great to me!

example one:
while talking with a group of girls at my old job about what we are all going to be for halloween.

"what do you want to be for halloween, Richelle?"
"I wanna be Sonic the hedgehog!!!"
*awkward silence*
"... uhhhh..."
"wait, what's wrong with Sonic?"
*all the girls cover their faces and look away out of embarrassment for me*

example two:
while wandering around the aisles of party city by myself,
I decided to ask 2 girl employees for help.
"do you guys know where I can find a bald cap?"
"sure!"
"who is this bald cap for?"
"for me!"
"oh... why? what are you going to dress up as this year?"
"I'm gonna be Ray Allen."
*awkward silence & awkward stares*
"well, Ray Allen back when he was in the SuperSonics."
as if explaining I wanted to dress up as Ray Allen of the supersonics was going to help, right!?
"um... oooo-kay."

anyways, let's talk about family nights.

and how a few weeks ago, my family and I watched all of the Spiderman movies.
my brother knew what was about to go down.
I was inspired.

this year, SPIDERMAN WAS TOTALLY ON THE GO.
and just because I'm a lady doesn't mean you can call me Spiderwoman, NEVER.

I'm Spiderman!!!

and you should have seen my webs!!!

last minute (as in- halloween day), my brother was able to find me a Spiderman costume!

brother, you rock!!!

I was so excited that I hopped into it right when I got home from work.

also, because friends were coming!!!

and as soon as I stepped out in my spidey suit to show my family, all of them couldn't stop cracking up.

it was a super fun + funny night.

I pretty much plan to keep the spidey suit with me forever and ever.

who knows?

maybe one day I'll need to bust it out to save the world!

just make sure to "shhh"- if you ever see Spiderman saving your city from tragedies and crime.

make sure not to reveal spiderman's identity. ;)

happy halloween, again!

p.s.

I still think Sonic and Ray Allen are the coolest ideas ever.

and yes, I'm still gonna bring them to life.

halloween morning.

2011-10-31T09:13:00.000-07:00

when I woke up this morning,
I immediately remembered that we still have fudge brownie ice cream in the freezer.
so I ran down quickly and scooped myself up a bowl of multiple scoops!
thanks, Dad!

what else made me smile so far this morning?
1 • a voice mail from Andrew.
2 • thinking about how after today, I'm gonna bust out all my Christmas spirits.
Christmas decorations, Christmas music, Christmas everything, here I come!!!
3 • the little barbershop quartet, which I'm so freakin' excited to finally see/hear in person tonight!
4 • going to the kitchen just to find my mom's fried lumpia on the counter.
5 • freshly cut and sweet pineapples.
6 • thinking about all the candy I'm gonna have after today!

as for my halloween costume? fail.
I had one in mind, and it's one I've really been wanting to do for over 2 years now.
but I always knew that when I do it, I want it to be FULL OUT.
unfortunately, this year was yet another year I wasn't able to work on it... big time bummer over here.
so, now I have to think of something else.
I have no idea.

any fans of the office in here? if so...

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I mean, RIGHT!? too stinkin' cute.

happy halloween!
stay safe, eat lots of candy, scare lots of people, get scared, and have fun.
over here, I'm just excited that Christmas is getting closer.

love on top.

2011-10-28T08:16:00.001-07:00

okay, this doesn't usually happen...

but, I found a song from beyonce that I absolutely love and can't stop listening to.

or, maybe even more like a music video I can't stop watching!

steph inspired me to share, check out her music!

whenever I watch it, I secretly wish I was a guy

so that I could've had a shot to be one of those guys dancing behind her.

so freakin' cool!

oh you know I would seriously be groovin' my butt back there.

I'm so happy it's the weekend,

+ today is a big day to be spent with the bridal party!

happy weekend!!!

cranberry + kindness + gold.

2011-10-27T18:02:00.000-07:00

last night, my mom boiled cranberries.
she showed it to me, knowing that if anyone was gonna do something with it, I'd be the one.
and she was right- I did exactly what she thought I would do.

you know...
"when life gives you cranberries, make a cranberry slush!"

it was, YUM-MY!
I really should start recording ingredients I use.
and maybe I really need to put together a little, lovely juice booklet for future generations.
it can be like a heirloom!
"the good ole smoothie booklet" is what they ought to call it.
and it will be loved by the generations.

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on another note, let's talk about kindness:
the other day, I went to a gumball machine to buy myself a sweet gumball for 25 cents.
the gumball machine ended up eating my 25 cents, bumming me out.
I stood there for a while, frowning.
as I was walking away,
a kind lad comes quickly running after me and says,
"excuse me Miss, did you want a gumball? check the machine again!!!"
turns out- when I walked away, he put in his 25 cents for me.
I opened it and there stood a lovely blue gumball.
I was so happy.

source unknown

on another note, lessons learned?
even though I took a dance class today that crushed my self esteem,
I'm still happy because I know that God is good.
and I know that gold is refined by going through fire over and over and over again.
I'm pretty sure God is refining us all.
let's keep trusting.

lastly,
I'm about to eat a pomegranate,
then I have rehearsals from 8pm - midnight.
off I go!

"what I love most about my home is who I share it with."

2011-10-26T23:26:00.000-07:00

one things I always knew,
was that if I were to ever be with someone...
that person would have to respect the close bond that I have with my parents.
that person would have to be able to talk with them about almost anything and everything,
(problems, advice, life, God or even about the randomest, weirdest things)
just like I do.
and that person would have to love goofing around/hanging out with them,
just as much as I do.
(our late night spontaneous adventures are endless.)

maybe it's because I'm the baby?
I don't know.
I've always been like this.
for me, I'd choose spending time with them over a ton of other great things.
even at 20, I think about them a lot and I always look forward to coming home just to be with them.
some people make fun of me, but who cares!
really.
they truly love and know love.
and I love that.

I was talking with my brother the other day about them.
about how much we love them and how much they sacrifice and do for us.
I told him that they're the best people that I know,
and I say that with all my heart.

mom and dad,
I know that I talk a lot, but thanks for always listening.
I love you.

and a good quote that I would like to share?
"learn to appreciate what you have, before time makes you appreciate what you had."
I'm gonna go give my parents goodnight kisses right now.
it's been a good day.

you know that thing called pinterest?

2011-10-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

yeah, pinterest.
I used to avoid and reject any invites to join that thing.
I'd say that it was too complicated and that I didn't want any part in it.
yeah, this lady knows.
however!
it wasn't until I was at sister's house last week,
that I realized how awesome it is.

some of my favorite pins:
here it goes!

strawberry ice cream w/ greek yogurt

pistachio baklava cake
I'm planning to tackle this yummy one soon!

DIY animal mary janes
this one is so me!

corinne bailey rae
this is how I'm going to perm my hair!

lavender lemonade

party ideas

I love this outfit

pancake cake
a good idea for breakfast in bed.

yummy avocado + edamame salad
I want that, right now!

safe to say, yep! I made one.
and I easily became hooked with this thing called pinterest.
you can see more of my favorite pins here.
and it's funny, because the first day I started using it... I spent A LOT of time on it.
I stress A LOT.
even my sister noticed.
she called me and told me "you're pinning everything!!!"
or something along those lines.

don't you love pinterest?
it provides sooo much inspiration and so many pretties to look at!
so, yes! richellephant is now a user of pinterest.
I love it.

a strawberry kind of morning.

2011-10-25T11:59:00.000-07:00

"let's see... what do we have here?"
I thought to myself as I woke up on this fine morning.
my brain got to working.

we have:
1. a gloomy morning.
2. strawberries.
3. everything you need to make cupcakes.
4. the lovely tunes of charlie parker.
5. nutella.
6. everything you need to make some sweet, fresh juice.
but then again, when am I ever missing that!?

it certainly was a strawberry kind of morning.
and so, I got to work.

mix, mix, mix!

strawberry love gladly sitting and oven-bathing.

strawberry cupcakes + nutella + more strawberries = perfection!

but was that it???
no, no, no!
how could you end a strawberry morning with only strawberry cupcakes!?
especially when the little lady over here is the one celebrating a sweet strawberry morning!?
you know, there has to be something missing...

FRESH, sweet and DELICIOUS strawberry juice!
made with real strawberries. :-)

strawberry nutella cupcakes + 100% fresh & sweet strawberry juice = double perfection.
for a morning like this, it doesn't get much better than that. (or does it?)

what's not to love about strawberry mornings?
and who knows...
maybe tomorrow will be a blueberry morning? or maybe a raspberry morning?
I don't care.
I love fruits and relaxing mornings.
so here it is friends, cheers to a sweet strawberry morning!
xo.

p.s.
I'm secretly starting to kinda like pink.
shh, don't tell Andrew.

blueberry donuts.

2011-10-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

you see, what had happened was...
me, my sister, my brother and this girl decided to take action on a spontaneous plan.
so, all of us ventured out for some donuts late Saturday night.
oh, and not just for any donuts, but for the famous ones at M & M Donuts!

surprisingly, we only waited for one hour!
which surprised me, because I hear people usually wait up to 3 hours!?
yikes to that.

and thanks to the two dozen we bought,
we were able to wake up with another box to feast on for breakfast together.
it was pretty darn delicious.
and it was especially fun because of the super good company.

other than the deliciousness of donuts,
I just got home and it's been a really long, nonstop day.
from 7AM to right now.
lots of stuff have been on my mind, and the message + worship this past Sunday made me cry.
I tried to hold it in, but I couldn't.
and if you should know, it was more like tears of joy and conviction.
it's really such a joy to be walking with the LORD, to know I that have a friend in Jesus.
true joy and true hope is really found ONLY in the LORD.
truly, truly, truly.

and hey,
I haven't been able to blog as much as I used to.
but, I'll get back on it!
I really need to snap more photos of the things that take place in this little life of mine.
my poor Nikon has been awfully lonely.
xo.

hello, 12 by 2012.

2011-10-19T12:14:00.000-07:00

12 things that I want to accomplish before 2012 rolls in?

well, here's my list inspired by Danni.

and I also was inspired by my good friend Ashley to write it out on paper.

kudos to Danni for such an awesome & inspiring idea.

it's crazy how fast time flies.

I say that you should make a list of 12 things before 2012, too.

I'm super excited to get on top of this list and gradually cross out my twelve things.

and I'll make sure to document and share as much as I can.

I've got 73 days.
so, cheers to 12 before 2012!

xo.

pigtails and shifts till 1AM.

2011-10-18T01:30:00.000-07:00

once upon a Saturday, I danced for 7 hours straight with no breaks.

only enough time to drink water in between.

once upon a Saturday, I realized that I wish I had much more 7 hour dance days.

they're my new favorites.

I enjoy talking about and learning about politics and government.

yeah, that's probably my dad's influence. I also grew up listening to talk radio in the car.

yep, I enjoy it!

oh! I also secretly can't wait to vote for president next year,

but I guess that's a secret no more.

I've been eating everything lately.

the past two days:

doughnuts, a fat cuban sandwich, an entire carne asada burrito,

horchata, salad, a watermelon-strawberry smoothie, blueberry double creme pie, chicken pot pie,

mother's amazing grapefruit-strawberry-lemonade drink,

glasses of melon smoothies, candy, water (eh!), buffalo wings, pizza, potato wedges,

rocky road ice cream, jamoca almond fudge ice cream, and sugar cones.

truth is...

I'd rather spend my time sitting and talking with people older than me about their life stories,

instead of drinking my butt off with a bunch of friends.

anyway, conversations with people about their lives are much more meaningful to me.

I can sit and listen for hours.

I'm learning to be more confident in myself.

to be more confident in the LORD.

to be more confident in the person that God has made me to be.

and in the lady that he is still molding me to become.

I'm extremely close to my parents.

I love that, and I love them.

I love seeing Andrew for the first time in a while.

and how, after being so busy, we can both sit down and relax while exchanging stories.

I love him so much.

he inspires me to work harder and I'm so thankful to have him in my life.

so thankful & so blessed.

tonight, I was laying down and staring up at the dark sky.

and I couldn't help but to think about God.

about the people I love.

and about how thankful I am for all of the blessings and love in my life.

xo.

"what makes you happy?"

2011-10-14T00:25:00.001-07:00

I love my friends.

and hey, in-n-out in between parades? don't mind if we do!

especially with a long night ahead of us.

ten things that make me happy:

1 • guava, pineapple, banana sherbet power smoothies.

2 • extra grilled onions in my burger.

3 • took a dance class from DJ Guthrie for the first time, and totally fell in love!

I love his style and can't wait to take another class from him.

4 • cuddling with my mom.

5 • spontaneous trips to Disneyland with the brother.

6 • this cover of "pumped up kicks".

7 • coming home to my mom's delicious homemade, fresh and delicious guacamole.

8 • one of my best girlfriend's boyfriend's birthday dinner.

9 • "i'm happy we're doing this together."

10 • mumford & sons.

happy, happy, happy weekend!

has anything been making you real happy these days?

xo.

"good thing you're a righty."

2011-10-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

our hands are blessings.
and I'm afraid I haven't been looking out for my left one.
sorry, buddy.

the left hand has been under quite some pain for a while now.

and, even though I should've said something to the athletic trainers at work a long time ago...

(I finally did, after more than three weeks. yikes!)

I stuck it out with a pained left wrist and continued to do my job (I didn't wanna complain!)

anyhow, today my doctor told me that I have de quervain's tenosynovitis.

and I was like, "say what!?"

so from now on, I'll be icing, wrapping, resting the wrist and taking my doses of ibuprofen.

but seriously, our hands are blessings from the LORD.

don't forget to be thankful for them.

on another note,

time is going by so incredibly fast... october, already!!?

but hey, that means Christmas is coming!!!

xo.

for Meg in Australia.

2011-10-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

source unknown

in september, I received an e-mail from Meg (hi, Meg!!!)

and she requested that I do a blog post with some of my most favorite songs.

so, here are a few of my many:

1 • "these days" - nico

2 • "cayman islands" - kings of convenience

3 • "something" - the beatles

4 • "stay young, go dancing" - death cab for cutie

5 • "lover's carvings" - bibio

6 • "the only living boy in new york" - simon & garfunkel

7 • "push on" - surreal & the sound providers

8 • "when they fight, they fight" - the generationals

9 • "love vigilantes" - iron and wine cover

10 • "french navy" - camera obscura

11 • "throw it all away" - zero 7

12 • "this will be our year" - the zombies

dear Meg,

I hope you like the same music as me!

I totally agree with you about the radio, the music on there is blah (unless it's oldies!)

not sure what Australia is like,

but I really hope this helped in your search for good music.

with love, richellephant

any good songs that anyone else would like to recommend?

please feel free share!

I love, love, love listening to new music.

and I'm sure Meg does, too!

xo.

rainy wednesday.

2011-10-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

personally, I love the rain.

and to tell you the truth, today was lovely.

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today, was the first time in a long time where it actually rained, pretty hard.

today, was the first time in a long time I found my feet uncomfortably soaking wet, putting me on a mission to buy some last minute rain boots (thank you sister for your help!).

today, I loved the weather.

today, I teared up in ballet class thinking about how my body is held together by laminin.

watch this to know more about what I mean. maybe then you'd tear up, too.

today, I walked around in comfy green sweats, my leotard, a big scarf, a sweater & rain boots all day.

today, I ate funnel cake for breakfast.

today, I started a new book.

I just finished reading "the five people you meet in heaven" by Mitch Albom.

and let me tell you, it is an AMAZING book.

it's a must read in one's lifetime, so if you haven't read it at least once yet- then you really have to.

I'll admit it, I cried!

I really just think it was beautifully written, but that's just my opinion.

some of my favorite quotes from the book?

there's so much wisdom in it!

1 • “Strangers are just family you have yet to come to know.”
2 • “No life is a waste,” the Blue Man said.

“The only time we waste is the time we spend thinking we are alone.”
3 • “Sometimes when you sacrifice something precious, you’re not really losing it.

You’re just passing it on to someone else.”

yeah.

and that's just three out of my many favorites.

now go on, read the book!

xo.

this past sunday's bbq.

2011-10-04T13:41:00.000-07:00

to celebrate my sister's 23rd birthday!
it was a lovely evening.

delicious maple bacon cupcakes made by Ashley.

front: cookies made by Hope (I forgot everything she put in it? but 'twas yummy for sure!)
behind: the most delicious pumpkin cookies I've ever tasted, by Ashley!

one of my favorite foods, EGG ROLLS, homemade by Mama Marsh.

baby lovin' bonding time between me and sweet Glow.

Lady Ash!? yeah, I'm pretty sure you'll be seeing this lady more often around the blog.

it truly was a feast! bacon wrapped hot dogs, blueberry salsa, and so much more.
& all kudos to my Mama Lolita for the homemade goodness of this yummy feast.

Mama Marsh and Lady Ash, the power mother-daughter team, enjoying the food.

a few beautiful people gathered 'round, all loved by my family!

it was truly a good time.
small, intimate, close friends, good food, good talks, laughs, smiley faces, and so much more.
these are the kind of shindigs I treasure most.
and most of all, I'm thankful to God for giving my sister another amazing year.
she's lovely.
and I love her very much.

dear sister,
thank you for being the silly, sassy, crazy, funny little lady that you are.
for all our good talks, good laughs, good cries, everything.
I think about you often on the daily-
especially knowing that you will soon be leaving and cleaving as the wedding date draws near.
you inspire me to relax in the LORD, and to love life even more!
and though you'll be leaving me soon,
I'm thankful that I was able to fight over bunnies and toys with you.
you're my sister forever, and I know that even when you're gone and married- our adventures will ensue!
I love you, and I'm so thankful to God for giving me a best bud & sister, not twin, like you.
thank you for being you, always!
I love you.

it's a good tuesday.
xo.

october 1, 2011.

2011-10-03T10:29:00.000-07:00

I liked a lot of things about this day.

just to name a few?

find more photos on my flickr.

waking up to breakfast in bed- "funnel cake!!!"

having work early in the morning, but Andrew lovingly volunteering to take me!

meeting pinocchio, jiminy cricket, and max for the first time. ;)

being done with work, early!

"what do you wanna do? it's your day! you get to do whatever you want!"

okay, I want wingstop.

then I wanted to watch Lion King in 3D (yeah, really!)

dancing in the parking lot.

playing handball on the cool yellow walls.

taking funny photos.

then I wanted to go to the park.

oh and- Andrew has outdone himself yet again... with an AMAZING AMAZING gift.

and if you wanna see it, you'll have to go to my room.

I plan to frame it pretty soon.

he had created a story, and there were cards before the main gift with a narrator to narrate.

the narrator of the story was a dog that he drew.

"what's the narrator's name?"

"um... puppy!"

the adventure partner made me cry joy tears yet again.

I even got to go to one of my favorite stores, cost plus world market.

AND I got to choose dinner- "honda-ya!"

it was an amazing day.

the entire day started and ended with my fun-loving family.

and the middle was pretty much packed with the goodness of my adventure partner.

I just love having him around.

thank you LORD for giving me another year.

I am truly thankful for all of the love and adventures from these past 20 years of my life.

even for the struggles.

everything that has happened in my life has lead me to right now.

all of everything has led me to this very moment,

and for a very good purpose.

and even though people have come into and out of my life over the years,

I'm thankful for where I am right now.

for the amazing people that God has so graciously placed in my life right now.

for the people who have stayed in my life.

and for the true love and joy that I can always find in the LORD.

cheers to another year!

and cheers to the goodness of the LORD!

let the adventures resume.

xo.

be thankful, always.

2011-09-30T00:54:00.001-07:00

Anne Frank was absolutely right.
there are so many beautiful things around us, you just have to take the time to look.
beauty is everywhere.
and often times, it really is simplest things.

the simplicity of beauty.
the simplicity of the little things in life that I happen to find most beautiful.
the simplicity of love, and the many ways we can share it.
the simplicity of waking up to your dearest mother cooking breakfast early in the morning.
the simplicity of kisses on the forehead.
the simplicity of your iPod playing all the right songs on shuffle.
the simplicity of silliness, and how I find silly to be pretty.
the simplicity of the sky and all of its colors and glorious clouds when the sun is setting.
the simplicity of running before the sun rises.
the simplicity of hearing all the birds singing before the sun rises.
the simplicity of berry lemonade.
the simplicity of screaming my head off while riding all the kiddy rides at Disneyland.
the simplicity of finally getting something you've been craving.
the simplicity of trees.
the simplicity of cuddling on the couch with my mom.
(pshh- no, I'll never be too old!)
the simplicity of breaking out into a random outburst of dance.
the simplicity of watching my best friend talk to his pet lizard that he caught.
the simplicity of laughing so hard you cry.
the simplicity of smiles, and how much I love giving them.
the simplicity of home.
the simplicity of the true love and joy that you can only find in the LORD.
and the simplicity of prayer, God is always listening.

PTL.
I'm sore, thankful and ready to sleep.
xo.

5 things.

2011-09-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

1.
a quote I found, thanks to Dwight Howard's facebook.
(yeah, I'll admit it- I follow him.)

"There are very real obstacles and challenges to any course of action. And there's no need to add to them
by making up obstacles of your own. Unchain yourself from the bondage of your own thinking."
- Ralph Marston

2.
I've been praying for my best friend.

and you know,
I'm super excited to spend my birthday with my best friend/adventure partner and my family.
I get to relax with my favorite people. EVER.

3.
oh- here's a pretty good one!
realizing that Melrose is literally like down the street from where I dance.
now ain't that the truth, and a beautiful one at that!

it's like thrifting goodness follows me everywhere?
pshh, whatta stalker!

4.
how hard Debbie Reynolds worked to get to where she needed to be.
she is truly one of my greatest inspirations.

watch this to get a taste of what I mean.
seriously, the beautiful woman worked so super hard on singin' in the rain.
you should watch more of her interviews on making that movie.
she used to faint,
and Gene Kelly would have to pour cold water all over her and he would say, "get up!"
(not to mention, Gene Kelly did this scene with a 103 degree fever! talk about dedication!)

"the way I see it" quotes on Starbucks coffee cups.

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okay, so.
I'm pretty happy right now and I think you should be too.
if you're not starving, homeless, poor (if you're reading this, you're probably okay), etc.
then you shouldn't be hating your life right now.
in fact, you shouldn't ever.
it's pretty easy to beat yourself up over minor, fickle things... I know.
but smile, friends, you are alive!!!

yep, yep!
make it a good day.
xo.

spoiling myself for breakfast.

2011-09-27T11:00:00.000-07:00

crepes are on the blog- again!

this morning, I realized I had left over crepe mix from when this lady slept over.

so, I decided to use the rest and spoil myself.

oh, and to spoil myself even more- I made myself a melon smoothie.

a strawberry nutella crepe with toffee nuts + caramel and a nice big glass of melon smoothie?

all for this little girl right here!?

yeah, I know.

it's pretty bad, and I really shouldn't be eating like this.

but I'm gonna eat a salad for lunch, I promise.

I'm about to dance up a storm in this lovely home of mine all by myself.

yes, this is how I practice!

(I really need to discipline myself to dance and practice much more at home, not blog!!!)

gonna sweat off all the sweets and put my ballet shoes on.

‎"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace.

In the world you will have many troubles. But take heart! I have overcome the world."

john 16:33

what a good reminder.

hope your Tuesday is easy breezin' so far.

xo.

truth is...

2011-09-26T21:09:00.000-07:00

I really enjoy my alone time.

it gives me time to reflect, it gives me quality alone time with God,

and it gives me time to think (about a lot of things)...

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when you start to do things without God at the center of it,

it really does start to lose its purpose.

and I kinda start to lose my drive, because I lose start to lose sight of everything important.

without God at the center of my heart, fear starts to conquer my life.

and sin conquering ones life is truly poison to the bones.

"give no opportunity to the devil."

ephesians 4:27.

it's like Satan certainly takes every opportunity he can to get me stuck in a rut.

he takes every chance he can get to make me feel hopeless.

to make me feel weak, to make me feel like nothing, to make me feel like I'm not good enough.

it's crazy, and sometimes it takes some prayer and time to realize it.

to realize that your letting the enemy win you over.

and that you're not hearing what God has to say, that you're not seeking His word enough.

God uses His word to speak into our lives,

so how will we hear Him without feeding ourselves with His truth and love every day?

I opened my bible today and read about putting on the whole armor of God.

I need to put on the whole armor of God every day.

I need to give no opportunity to the devil, because the enemy is so strong and convincing.

I need to be rooted in the LORD enable to have guidance and discernment amongst all of the deathly pleasures in disguise that haunt each and every one of us every single day.

my point is- I need to root my life, my heart, my trust & my love completely in God.

I want to go about each task of the day knowing that God has me.

I want to get so lost in His love and so filled with joy that other people would see and want it.

I just want less of me, and so much more of Him.

God still loves me despite my selfishness.

God still takes me back despite my heart that can grow cold.

in God, there is so much love.

and in the gospel, there is so much peace.

I want to deeply root my heart in this.

friends, we can do this.

fight on!

xo.

a photo from today.

2011-09-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

today, I silently teared up because I was overwhelmed with so much joy.
and I felt so thankful and so super loved.
I'm so in love with God and I'm so in love with so many sweet things that God has given to me.
so many blessings.
and it took today to actually make me realize all of it.
all I can say is- today was absolutely beautiful, and I will never ever forget it.

thank you LORD for love.
and for people who truly teach me what love is.
and that's all because of You.

oh, and the sky was unbelievably beautiful.
it was yet another masterpiece from God, and I couldn't stop staring.
seriously? God is so amazing.
xo.

a funny story (or at least, I think so)

2011-09-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

this one's about my last visit to the dentist.

and well, hypnosis.

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so you know, the other day...

I had a long overdue dentist appointment to get my cavity filled (ehhh, I know!)

and just for the record, I absolutely dread going to the dentist.

I mean, I love my dentist and all, but you know.

anyways, I've been putting off getting my cavity filled for almost 6 months now

so, I knew I'd better go before it got worse.

my dentist asks me before filling it, "do you want to numb it with anesthesia? you don't have to."

I'm thinking, what do you mean I don't have to!!!

she explains how my cavity isn't HUGE, and it could be done without the anesthesia.

and that if it really got to hurtin', I could let her know then she'll numb it.

I decided to give it a shot.

I decided to try getting my cavity filled with no anesthesia.

mind you, at this point- I couldn't help but feel like my tough cookie for a sister,

who gave birth without any drugs.

getting a cavity filled vs. giving birth? I know, it's definitely not even comparable... but hey!

don't laugh at me, but I started trying to relax myself amidst it all.

amidst the drilling of cavity filling, I tried practicing hypnosis like my sister. :-)

hypnobirthing? now it's time for hypnocavity-filling!!!

I was excited to try it out, fo-real.

so, I would alway focus and did my best to stay calm, trying to imagine myself in a beautiful place.

then suddenly- IT STARTED HURTING!

HYPNOCAVITY-FILLING WASN'T WORKING OUT FOR ME!

thankfully, it started hurting like crazy ONLY toward the end- so, I did it!!!

but I guess practicing hypnosis only once with your sister is nooot quite enough practice.

afterwards, I couldn't stop laughing at myself.

moral of the story?

now I know why they numb us before filling in our cavities.

oh- and my sister is an extreme tough cookie.

xo.

i don't believe in coincidences.

2011-09-20T10:54:00.000-07:00

I believe God works in mysterious ways.

I believe that God speaks to us through His word, through His creation, and through every day life.

and yes, like many of you know, I believe that God may even use dreams.

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is it a coincidence that last night I had a dream about the rapture?

about how, all of a sudden- people vanished?

about how, I was left behind?

along with a ton of other people that I love and care about, that I didn't think would be with me?

and let me tell you, my dream felt so real. I woke up frightened and with tears.

I woke up relieved, because it felt like God was giving me another chance?

but it's weird, I remember in my dream- feeling confused.

I would think, "why did I get left behind? why did they get left behind? how is this possible?"

it was mind blowing, and heart breaking.

and the scariest feeling. ever.

a feeling that you can't imagine, but you can only feel in that moment.

it made me lie still for a while and think.

it made me reflect on my heart and whether I was living my life truly for the LORD or not.

is it a coincidence that- as I was eating breakfast,

I decided to open up my our daily bread devotional book to do devotions for today's date (sept. 20)

and that the devotion for today happened to be about the rapture?

about Christ coming again?

is it a coincidence that the devotion for today was titled, "are you ready?"

and the reminder at the bottom of the devotion was:

"Jesus may come any time, so we should be ready all the time."

no, it wasn't a coincidence.

it's a scary thing to think over, you know?

to think about how many eyes and hearts will change the moment Jesus comes back.

to think about getting left behind.

to think about how many people won't even realize the reality of God, until that one moment.

to think about how real heaven is, yet how real hell is.

and in 2 Peter 3:9,

it talks about how God is patient with us, and how He wants none of us to perish.

God is patient and desires that men come to repentance.

but we're so blinded by earthly pleasures.

SO. blinded.

it's hard, and scary to the max.

to think about God's wrath, to think over this verse and how scary God's wrath is.

to think about how God's wrath is real. so absolutely real.

both my dream and the devotion for today were certainly not coincidences.

they were both wake up calls, alerts, reminders.

reminding me to reflect and to check myself, to check my every motive and where my heart is.

why I do the things I do and who I am doing them for.

I don't believe in coincidences.

and I believe that God allowed my dream and the devotion to happen for a purpose.

and I really don't want to live in vain, indulging in vanity and selfish things.

I want to dance, breathe, eat, sing, love, and live for the LORD.

I don't know.

I'm still trying to process everything that happened in my dream.

it was so insane, so vivid, and it felt so real.

xo.

p.s.

here's another good one.

I don't know about you, but sometimes I feel like He's gonna come again in our life time.

but then again, why stress over it? we'll never know.

just be ready.

'cause He's gonna come like a thief in the night.

now ain't that a thought.

"for the first time in my life..."

2011-09-19T09:57:00.000-07:00

1 • for the first time in my life, I slept over Steph's apartment.

2 • for the first time in my life, I watched Jersey Shore.

3 • for the first time in my life, I spent a whole 2 days dancing in Hollywood.

4 • for the first time in my life, I ate Boiling Crab.

I was so excited to wear my bib.

5 • for the first time in my life, I silently balled my eyes out

in awe of God's glory being displayed through the stars in the sky, the universe, all of the galaxies and more.

it's amazing how small we are.

how earth is just a tiny dot in the scheme of the whole universe, or- not even a dot!

and we're extremely small people living on this tiny blue dot.

and God created all of this.

all of the beauty in the sky and all of the beauty on earth.

who are we, to doubt and question such an almighty God? the creator of our universe?

He's so amazing and so HUGE that our human minds cannot even begin to GRASP His power.

and the heavens truly do display His glory!

now, that's crazy real stuff.

6 • and for the first time in my life, I witnessed someone wearing two different shoes out.

and no, she didn't do this on purpose.

she wasn't trying to make a fashion statement by wearing two different shoes with the same color.

no, she happened to do this because she was just that tired.

and she didn't even realize she was wearing two different shoes till 2 hours later.

I seriously couldn't stop laughing.

happy Monday!

xo.

scatterbrained post.

2011-09-14T12:54:00.000-07:00

"get busy living, or get busy dying." - the shawshank redemption.
yeah, it's a really good movie.

photo of me and Benji from Benji's b-day.
thanks Steph!!!

many of you are probably aware of the fact that,
inside- I'm freaking out!!!
about what!?
about my sister finally giving birth to another beautiful baby girl!
say what!? 4 girls!? too many girls!!!
yeah well, I happen to think it's pretty perfect.
and absolutely beautiful.
but I promised myself that I wouldn't blog about the details until Ruby did.
so, till then...

there are probably 5 main things on my mind right now:
1. baby cakies #4... on my mind all day!
2. faith, what it means to have faith and what it means to be a christian.
3. how nervous I am about throwing myself into difficult dance classes (these next 3 days)
4. Andrew, always in my prayers.
5. fear, what it means to fear God and what it means to fear nothing else but God.

what else?
I had an INTENSE dream last night that made me wake up feeling so many emotions.
I woke up feeling so weird.
in my dream, I felt like I was experiencing the end of the world.
and I'd like to often think that God uses my dreams to speak to me and to teach me.
not saying I'm a prophet who can tell my own future through my dreams.
but, they could easily be translated into life lessons, you know?
if all things have a God-given purpose,
then dreams probably do, too.

get busy living!
xo.

21 things.

2011-09-12T15:13:00.000-07:00

with not much time to go 'all out' this year for his birthday,
I was inspired by this idea and decided to do something very similar for Andrew.
and maybe even a liiittle bit more.

I wrote 21 things that I love about him onto green post-its,
(in honor of him turning 21)
slid each into it's own little thin, white baggy (given to me long ago by my sister),
marked each envelope with it's appropriate number,
sealed each little baggy with beautiful happy tape (given to me by Danni),
and then I busted out the clothespins to pin each one onto a line,
making him open them one by one!

I wasn't able to get a good picture of all the envelopes sealed,
sad story, huh? I wish I did.
so here it is after he opened each one.
he hung each one back onto the line after reading them and then hung it across his room!
it was so fun watching him open each note one by one.
and it was even more fun hearing him read it out loud and seeing his reactions.

he especially loved the way I drew in mini drawings for each of the 21 notes.
it was a little touch that I knew he'd love and appreciate.
and yes, all the things hanging on the wall behind it are things I've made for him in the past.
lucky for me, you only get to see a little bit! hehe.

and just to share a few, maybe one or two.

this was one of his favorite notes, and I must tell you how incredibly true it is.
Andrew has one of the best hearts I've ever met.
I've never met anyone so loving and so forgiving and so slow to anger.
seriously.
his patience with me and his good communication skills and his love has taught me so much.
and he continues to teach and inspire me every day.
that's real talk, and that's all God.

it was hard limiting my reasons to 21,
there was seriously so much more on my mind that I wanted to write onto more notes!
but maybe I'll save those for the years to come, God-willing.

I also made him a mini booklet,
+ a mixed CD of 21 songs that remind me of when I first started crushing on him over 4 years ago.
cheesy, I know. I had to.
for example, this song, this song, and this song.
sadly, I wasn't able to take any photos of the mini booklet or mixed CD.
but!!! everything went super well.

PTL for my adventure partner.
PTL for blessing him with another super rad year in his life.
PTL for his amazing heart.
xo.

reminders, prayers, blessings.

2011-09-11T19:51:00.000-07:00

so, here's cheers to another long reflecting post.
let's just say, I have a lot to say.

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a reminder
you know what's a good reminder?
the fact that we have victory in Jesus, the fact that the war is over.
the fact that walking every day with Jesus Christ is a beautiful journey that all of us can have.
you know what else is a good reminder?
the fact that we don't need to seek validation from people, ever.
the fact that what God thinks, is the only thing that matters.
the only thing.
do what pleases God, and find your beauty and security in Him alone.
everything here on earth will fade away.
but the love, mercy and joy that is found only in the LORD is everlasting.
you know that?! everlasting!
now tell me, isn't that such a good reminder?
yeah, it is. it really is.

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a prayer
pray for all those who lost loved ones 10 years ago today.
that they'd continue to find their comfort in God and seek Him and His goodness.
and if they don't know Him yet, that they would come to know Him.
pray for all of the disasters going on around the world,
all of the suffering, the poverty, all of the trafficking, all of everything.
all of the real problems and tragedies around the world that suddenly makes our problems look so little.
pray for strength to get through the week.
because to be quite honest, we need God and we can't do anything on our own strength.
everything is from God.

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a blessing
today, I'm thankful to God for loving me.
I'm thankful to be alive, with everything I need and so, so, so much more.
today, I'm thankful for fried chicken and boba.
I'm thankful for those moments where you realize how unbelievably amazing God's plan is.
how everything He so intricately plans manages to roll out so graciously.
today, I'm thankful for new friendships.
I'm thankful that I finally got to meet this girl,
(check out her blog, she's amazing!)
who a few months ago, shot me an e-mail that set me to tears.
who, after spending a few minutes with, I felt like I've known for a long time!
God definitely knows what He is doing, extremely well.
and it's amazing how God works, no?
He brings us across certain blogs, certain people, certain places and situations all for a purpose.
and even though we often can't seem make sense of things that take place,
He knows what's going on very well.
very, very well.

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and you know what?
we really need to keep trusting Him.
and I mean really trust- with our whole hearts, with our whole beings.
we really need to keep seeking Him every second, every day.

I'm smiling, I'm happy, and I'm thankful.
every day God finds someway to make me stop and think, "wow, life is pretty sweet."
loved ones, hardships that happen for a purpose, new friendships.
they are all blessings from God.
xo.

have an amazing week!

p.s.
the little thang I made for Andrew's birthday is soon to come.
and Ruby (again), tell baby to hurry up!!!

the night before the 9th.

2011-09-08T23:02:00.000-07:00

the little lady over here is doing a happy dance.
*dance dance dance*

sippin' on some sweet iced strawberry lemonade tea (mm-mmm)
wearing my over-sized (comfy) E.T. t-shirt
& listening to Billie Holiday on pandora (my favorite station)
all whilst happily preparing for Andrew's happy, happy birthday tomorrow!!! woop!!!

nothing extravagant is in the making, really.
since we've both been so busy and he asked for a simple day of just relaxing with me and his family,
I decided to simply put together something simple as a gift for him.
it's no big deal, but I hope he likes.

I will share soon, berry soon!
xo.

p.s.
oh and babycakies 4: I told you to come before Friday!
ay caramba, baby.
why you gotta leave all of us hangin'!?
I bet you are really enjoying yourself, building up all of this suspense and all.
ay caramba, baby.

summer nights.

2011-09-08T08:31:00.000-07:00

mom & pops.
twinkling lights calls for a starry night.
left over gourmet pizza, mushroom, steak homemade dinner.
chilled iced tea to your liking.
a happy richellephant.

I've always loved our backyard.
and the little area at the side where we can hang out and relax made my love for it grow.
it makes for nice, relaxing dinners on cool summer nights.

summer may be leaving us soon,
(or for some, have already left)
but, the heat is still with us... so technically, it ain't gone folks!
time to get busy.
xo.

p.s.
dear Ruby, tell your baby to get goin'!
dying over here!!!

stop what you're doing.

2011-09-06T15:07:00.000-07:00

and just take the time to be still and think.
you know, like really think.

God is real, like FOR REAL.
and God is always watching us, always with us, always loves and forgives us.
no matter how many times we wrong him.
and to be honest, I lose sight of this quite often.
you know.
I mean, I know God is real.
but dang, he's real.
just stop and really think about that for a few minutes.
your body? the air you breathe? the sky? all of your talents and abilities?
yeah, it's all from God.
and no, God isn't just a good idea.
a comforting idea.
NO, if my God is not real, then why is he the ONLY one that can fill any void in me?
like, for real.
take a minute to stop and really think about his existence.
no, like really think about it.
yeah- I'm pretty sure our finite human minds can't even begin to truly grasp God's infinite existence and power.
many times, I get stuck in a rut... and then I stop and think about how I'm never alone.
how I have an almighty God who loves me.
a kind of love and power that could never be found anywhere else, EVER.
sometimes, I stop what I'm doing to think about God.
I sit still, staring straight ahead of me, I start to doze off in my own world with one single thought in mind- God.
and then I'm like- daaang!
that's some real downright craziness right there.

now, off to work I go.
it's only one parade today- at night!!!
xo.

film. snow. adventure.

2011-09-06T10:25:00.000-07:00

like I've said before, what's not to love about film?
here are a few older photos Andrew took from last winter and that he recently developed.
I think they're really beautiful,
so pure, so raw and so real with the natural light and everything else.
(my flickr for more photos)

Andrew, I think this is our best batch yet.

(oh- to be frank, there are more... but I got tired of scanning.)

I can't wait to have winter days back.
hiking in the snow.
making little snowmen because we had no gloves and the snow was too cold.
dipping your feet into the ice cold running streams.
cold crisp air.
layers.
and everything else.

I love you, summer.
but there's a warm (inner) feeling that only winter can offer best,
that you only provide for me on the outside!
you know what I mean?

film forever!
xo.

7 happy thoughts.

2011-09-04T22:17:00.000-07:00

1. having my first 2 days off after working for 2 weeks nonstop?
truly. a. blessing.
and best of all, I was able to spend these 2 days off with people I love.
2. my trip to the zoo yesterday was AMAZING.
but then again, that's always how I feel about any trip to the zoo. it's truly love, you know- me and the zoo.
3. my sister is about ready to POP! we're all just waiting for the phone call saying, "it's time!"
psst... dear baby, come ASAP!!! (preferably by Wednesday night) I cannot wait.
4. snapples, 'cause they're so refreshing.
5. I love Andrew, he has the best heart and I am so blessed to have him with me.
psst... dear andrew, you're the bestest friend/support system/adventure partner ever.
6. his birthday is also this Friday, which means my brain is happily plotting a grand plan!!!
7. sloth bears. they are officially my favorite of all bears!
more specifically, a dancing sloth bear! seriously!

this week should be freakin' fun!
a lot will be going on (for sure) and I'm excited and ready for all of it.
prayers? you know who you are. I'm praying for you.

oh- it's late but, happy September!
make it a good one.
xo.

10 things to say.

2011-09-01T00:30:00.000-07:00

1. after living through the majority of my summer with no make up on,
(thank you, work.)
I've grown more comfortable in my own skin, finding beauty in the fact that Christ is in my heart.
2. beauty shouldn't be judged by one's physical features.
3. "discipline, drive, and training is key." - it's like sonya tayeh is speaking to me!
4. don't take life for granted. don't take God for granted. don't take your family for granted. don't take love for granted. don't take any of your blessings and trials for granted. each and every thing/person/situation has a purpose.
don't ever overlook that purpose.
5. life is sweet and I am blessed with everything that I need, I really can't complain.
6. it's true- even the best fall down sometimes, just get back up.
7. wondering why I haven't mentioned the start of school yet? well, I'll save that one for another post.
8. I finally bought myself a planner, full days of blood, sweat and tears here I come!
9. sometimes when things happen unexpectedly, I could almost hear God go, "just trust me!"
10. oh hey, I'm going to the zoo on Saturday. :-)
happy dance over here!

hope your week is going smooth sailing so far.
if not, let me know!
I'll be more than happy to pray for you.
xo.

hello kitty cupcakes.

2011-08-30T21:19:00.000-07:00

a lovely friend/co-worker of mine just turned 22 today.
(happiest of birthdays to you, Melissa!)
and I figured- well... she loves cupcakes, and hello kitty is her favorite.

so, the perfect solution:

I purchased a hello kitty cupcake kit from target for $4.99, and got to work!
(and no, I sadly didn't bake cupcakes from scratch. I turned to funfetti, a delicious gift to us from the LORD.)

it took me a little under 2 hours to smile and say, "it is good."

hello kitty cupcake liners and toppers, plus sprinkes!? it felt pretty perfect!

and I carefully placed all of 'em yummy cupcakes in a cardboard box.
I wrote all around the sides, and even quickly drew in a hello kitty! (or "herro" kitty)
used some happy tape, 'cause it always makes gifts look happier.

and pretty much, they got devoured at work by everybody!
and Melissa only ate one. :-(
but she is a kind heart and let people enjoy.

happy tuesday!
xo.

my hair was once orange.

2011-08-27T11:30:00.000-07:00

and to tell you the truth, I kinda of really liked it.
and well, I kinda still do.

the face I'm making in the photo above,
is also the face that often comes to me at work when it's too hot.
like today, for example.
not to mention, the a/c in my car is completely broken.
so driving anywhere during the day is like a hot date with me and the sunshine.
I guess you could say, taking into consideration what my job is and that my car is a heater...
I'm becoming used to this heat.
that I've lost all desire to complain about how hot it is,
because there's nothing I can do but to sip on some iced tea and smile.
because the weather outside is rather heavenly compared to what goes on inside of a costume.
if you know what I mean.

a little rhyme that I came up with today for myself?
you can use it, too! ;)

if you're ever feeling stressed,
just think of it as a test
to see if you can truly and fully rest
on God's unfailing promises.

hope you're all having a fantastic (& cool) Saturday!
xoxo.

p.s.
sorry for the lack of blog posts.
the days have been busy, but I'm still alive!

calamansi tuesday.

2011-08-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

growing up, something I frequently had in the summertime
was freshly squeezed calamansi juice.
and the other day, my mother made some again for the first time in a long time!

have you ever tried calamansi juice?
thankfully, we have a calamansi tree outside in our backyard!
it's a cool, delicious drink that I was able to grow up with as a little filipina lady.
(psst, other ways to use calamansi? take a good look here!)

aside from tasty calamansi, an insteresting story for your tuesday?
I thought this one was pretty cool,
and sweet to know that our stone age ancestors did indeed have a romantic side.
a little creepy? a little cool?
hope your start of the week is going swell so far!
xo.

time flies, too fast.

2011-08-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

for personal purposes of keeping record,
and for your enjoyment if you choose to patiently read through.
my past few days that went by way too quickly?
a little taste of how it went:

thursday
• seeing that God always has a perfect plan.
• knott's berry farm.
(or should I specify, an empty knott's berry farm? fo-real.)
• strangers laughing at me for freaking out about being first row on xcelerator.
• the famously delicious knott's funnel cake.
• riding 18+ rides by the end of the day, some twice!
• conquering their newest ride.
(it is, indeed, much scarier up there than it looks, friends!!!)
• eating like beasts at wingstop together.

friday
• cooking grilled cheese sandwiches and tomato soup with Andrew.
(our new favorite thing.)
• enjoying a movie and relaxing with him at home.
• all you can eat korean BBQ in LA.
• 7-11 runs for slurpees and candy and junk food.
• hiding chips in bushes with this girl because we couldn't take 'em in.
• dancing in my seat at the death cab concert and singing along to (some) songs.
(ben, why couldn't you guys play this song for us? boo.)
but you're still pretty amazing.

saturday
• Italian sodas and good company on Saturday in downtown Claremont.
• thrifting with some church ladies.
• walking around town with Andrew until the sunset.
• and having lower field sessions, which made me feel like a kid again.
• playing games that we made up.
• good talks.
• my love for life grew exponentially that day.
(honestly, it is now put down as one of my favorite afternoons, ever.)
I love God, and I love my adventure partner.

sunday
• couldn't sleep Saturday night because of my nerves.
(ask my parents, they know how bad it was.)
• auditions? what? auditions for Disneyland's "A Christmas Fantasy" parade.
• eating at tranquil tea lounge with a girlfriend who auditioned with me, while awaiting results.
• resting, waiting, sweating.
• closing your eyes, hoping your number will be called.
• and friends, I MADE IT!!! all praise to God.
• it was a tough, nerve-wracking process, and I'm so happy it's over.
• eating at jazz kitchen to celebrate!
• and making my mom ride california screamin' with me.

and it all happened, just like that.
happy monday!!!
xo.

crepes, sans nutella.

2011-08-18T00:01:00.000-07:00

while watching waitress this morning with my sister,
I had the sudden urge to make some crepes. you know, like I usually do.
however, I had no nutella in hand!!!
*dun dun dun*

so, I decided to make do and try something new...

I put together the usual crepe batter using this easy recipe.

chopped up them red strawberries and gathered them yummy blueberries.

and if ya take a closer look, I chose to add heath toffee nuts to the fruit mix!

then came along the magic to make up for the missing nutella: condensed milk!
I wasn't sure if it'd be as good as nutella is with crepes, but I thought I'd give it a shot.

smothered condensed milk over the fruits and toffee bits.

finished it off with whipped cream,
and then I went on to complete the sha-bang by wrapping it up almost like a burrito.
and then me and sister gladly went on to devour it like beasts!

conclusion?
it was SUPER delicious, even without nutella!!!
for you sweet lovers, condensed milk is probably the most perfect substitute.
and the toffee bits gave it that extra yummy crunch.
it was so yummy, I ate two & a half!
yeah, I'm kinda bad.
but, I'd like to think I burned it all off later on during the parade?
oh I hope so.
if you make crepes, what do you put in it?

things I'm looking forward to?
1 • I'm off to Knott's Berry Farm tomorrow (Thursday) with a few good friends!
2 • I'm finally gonna see Death Cab for Cutie live with some other good friends this Friday night!
(it's a dream come true, 'cause I've been wanting to see them since the 8th grade.)
I am TOO excited for these next 2 days.

I'll be back with lots of photos.
xoxo.

cupcakes, picnics, love.

2011-08-16T11:51:00.000-07:00

so I really gotta admit,
Ruby is doing a pretty dang good job of keeping the sex of babycakies #4 a secret.
(darn it, sister! I promise not to tell!!!)
and so with the baby comin' just around the corner,
two amazing ladies, Danni + Linda, put their heads together and *POW* an amazing party!
it truly was a beautiful afternoon spent with beautiful people.
here's a taste...

it was a super cute shindig to not only decorate (& eat) yummy cupcakes...

but to celebrate Ruby, and babycakies #4 on the way!!!

with AMAZING food put together by the hands of lovely mother Lolita.

with AMAZING decor and friendly friends gathered around!

it was such a super duper fun and relaxing cupcakies baby shower.

we even decorated cupcakes in an attempt to win the "ugliest cupcake" award, judged by Ruby!

and of course, incredibly awesome cupcake kits to take home with you!

it truly was a good time, a beautiful afternoon.

and the sister was looking super fabulous, as usual, even when preggerz.

plus, a much needed ladies snapshot at the end of the par-tay.
stolen from Linda!!!

dear sister,
yeah, I'll admit it. you're pretty freakin' awesome. and I love you. a lot.
you have an amazing heart,
and I know this reflects by the amazing people you choose to surround yourself with and hold close to you.
I'd like to make a deal with you, so that you can tell me whether it's a boy or girl.
but since I already know you'd quickly decline,
I'll just say,
I love you and I pray for you and babycakies #4 every day.
and I can't wait to meet the sweet little thang.
love, sister.

here's an amazing video captured and created by Jenny!
enjoy and have a wonderful one.

10 things to say.

2011-08-13T20:47:00.000-07:00

1 • "I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand."
Psalm 40:1-2

2 • my mom telling me about how my dad would always think of me
while they were running errands together and while I was sick and sleeping at home.
"let's buy RJ churros." or "let's buy RJ boba."
or "if RJ was here, she could have went shopping there while we were here."

3 • "Believe in yourself. You can accomplish a great deal with whatever you've got
if you believe in yourself and always believe in God."
- Bill "Bojangles" Robinson

4 • teamed up with my dad and made lobster crepes
for my mom's breakfast in bed (family tradition) on her birthday!

5 • baby shower today for babycakies #4 was a total success.
it was a really beautiful afternoon spent with really beautiful people!
and much kudos goes to lady Danni & lady Linda for being the masterminds behind it all.
not to mention, my mom popped out her crazy chef superpowers again!
pictures soon to come.

6 • my love for overalls is growing exponentially!!!

7 • currently, I'm still feeling really sick and congested.
however, I'm super duper happy.
still feelin' so loved and so blessed with all of the people I love around me.

8 • ever since I watched crazy, stupid, love with some of my faves,
I've been on a serious chick flick kick!
from my girl, to sliding doors, to enchanted, to the notebook, and more. hehe.

9 • I'm about to down some nyquil.
that stuff works.

10 • “It is about the greatness of God, not the significance of man.
God made man small and the universe big to say something about himself.”
— John Piper

hope you're all having a good weekend!
xoxo.

today was just one of those days.

2011-08-09T23:58:00.001-07:00

a little green caterpillar pooping on our hands.

being brave hearts on tower of terror.

and surprising each other with our funny faces that we make on rides.
(and I totally win that one, right!? right.)

where you go to sleep the night before, super excited to finally wake up.
where you're so happy, you could pee your pants.
where you take certain moments and place them in the "remember this moment forever" box.
where you look at the time and see it flying faster than you'd like.

yup.
today was just one of those days.
and now I'm off to bed with the biggest smile on my face.
whatta huge PTL.

campaign for beauty.

2011-08-07T19:44:00.000-07:00

"
source unkown

"Let's get one thing straight. You are not your hair—frizzy, smooth or limp.
You are not your feet—colossal, average or tiny.
You are not your thighs—scrawny, muscular or dimpled.
You are not your looks.
What you are is far more than the eye can see.
You are your culture. You are your history. You are your quirks. You are your talents.
You are your goals and accomplishments. You are your relationships. You are your spirit.
And absolutely none of these things can be judged by a photograph."

film love. film forever.

2011-08-07T00:03:00.000-07:00

I've been using disposable cameras more these days,
and I'm very happy about it.
"why, Richelle?"
I know, I know... I could totally just have my digital photos from my Nikon developed,
but it's still not the same, you know!?

some of my recent favorites...

despite Brave throwing a little fit (it was kinda funny), cutest photo EVER.
look at little Soul copying big sister True!!!

beautiful palm trees along the coast.

two of my favorites: adventure partner + the ocean.

left: new favorite photo of adventure partner.
right: me and my long distance best lady who I always have a blast with.

spending break time with some of the awesomest people you'll ever meet.

another yummy nacho night.

and then I'll get things at work like...
"Richelle, why you still walking around using this!?"
or
"wow, I haven't used that in ages."

well, friends...

5 things I love about film:
1 • there's still a pure & natural effect that digital can't genuinely capture.
2 • no *delete* button = surprises!
3 • the fact that I'll never know for sure how it's gonna look like, until I get it developed.
4 • the anticipation I get to finally pick it up and see them for the first time.
5 • having them in hand first, not on the computer.
which means...
scrap booking them right away, framing them, sharing them, loving them!

do any of you guys still use film/disposables?
if so, I'm with you!

film forever!
xoxo.

early mornings.

2011-08-06T10:36:00.000-07:00

I was able to do a lot of this the past few days:

lemme tell you,
to be alive is such a blessing.

3 ways I stay active...

2011-08-01T23:22:00.000-07:00

1. practice yoga at the park!
(huge banana leaves make for great fans once you get all sweaty!)

2. take every opportunity to swim with the fishies.
(don't let a thick glass stop you.)

3. ride a bicycle all over the town.
(it's fake? psh. imagination!)

& ta-da!
these are just 3 of my many ways to stay active.
they're pretty great, I know. ;-)
you really oughta give at least one of 'em a shot sometime... hehe.
because you know,
the end of summertime might be around the corner,
but it's never too late to start!

stay active, friends.
happy Monday, happy August, happy summer!
xoxo.

p.s.
my favorite song lately?
oh etta james.

a photo from my weekend.

2011-07-31T21:35:00.000-07:00

this photo was taken right before we danced our heads off at TRON.
nothing but FUN happens when you put me with this chica.
if we lived near each other (or even worked together *fingers crossed* maybe soon?),
I'm pretty sure we'd be inseparable.

you rock, DANI!
PTL for super rad friends like you.
real talk.

1, 2, 3, 4, 5.

2011-07-28T08:07:00.000-07:00

1. macarons from last Saturday's snap it pretty workshop.
the workshop was amazing.
Ruby and Danni are gonna be having more workshops, so stay tuned!

2. the way my mom taught me to cut my mangoes.
when I brought a mango to work, nobody knew how to go about cutting it.
and they were amazed by this!

3. the beautiful place that my sister discovered for her wedding.
it's a hidden gem, my friends.
and it's pretty perfect for what they had in mind.

4. this one is a pretty big deal!- my brother.
he's pretty much my best friend too, & we've been having so much fun together.
I love him a lot & can't wait to see what God has in store for him.

5. oh!- the adventure partner. :-)
who's life continually teaches me to be slow to anger and abounding in love.
(psalm 103:8)
this guy has got the best heart, you should get to know him.

just 5 of my many blessings.
thank you LORD.
make a list of 5 things you're thankful for, & share 'em with the world!
I assure you that there are many to choose from.

word of the day: endurance.

2011-07-27T07:50:00.001-07:00

I keep trying to tell myself, "keep going Richelle! don't give this up!"
"stay strong, keep your head up!"
& as for some quotes that have been inspiring me much in this nerve-wrecking journey?

"Many of us crucify ourselves between two things.
Regret for the past and fear of the future."
- Fulton Oursler

"Two little mice fell in a bucket of cream. The first mouse quickly gave up and drowned.
The second mouse, wouldn't quit.
He struggled so hard that eventually he churned that cream into butter and crawled out.
Gentlemen, as of this moment, I am that second mouse."
- Catch Me If You Can

"if God for us, who can be against us?"
- Romans 8:31

it's true.
fear is a strong enemy that keeps us from where we need to be.
I certainly don't want fear to conquer me.
as for pain, embarrassment, messing up, looking stupid and all that other stuff?
that all comes with the journey.
it's a part of life.
but it's all about enduring through those humiliating moments
and using them to make you BETTER.
I mean, God lets them happen for a reason, right!!?
yes, He does.
let's keep pressing on!

tidepools, anemones, crabs, sunsets.

2011-07-26T09:40:00.000-07:00

exploring and adventuring through the beach
is what soon followed our hours of quality time with the amazing reptiles.
another awesome summer adventure?
I think so.
& in place of swimming...

we adventured on foot through the rocks and waters.

to find beautiful spots with beautiful views.

beautiful spots that also give way to search for animals!

so many sea anemones, which are always fun to touch and watch.

uncovering little beauties like hermit crabs.

the exoskeleton coat of a crabby crab.

an active crab alive, moving and pinching!

and even mole crabs, in which handfuls of 'em are easily found off the waves!

it's a beautiful world, isn't it!?
with many animals!!!
I would do stuff like this all day every day, if I could.
these are some of my favorite kind of adventures to embark on.
*gasp*
if only life had a rewind button,
I'd go back and experience these amazing days over and over again!
but hey, the future's looking pretty bright too.
so, till then...

happy adventuring. :-)
more photos on my flickr.

repitilia lovin'

2011-07-25T21:34:00.000-07:00

the rebel in me took a day off from work
to go on another adventure with my adventure partner!!!
we ventured out to one of the most amazing places we have ever visited, the reptile zoo.
it's a little place with TONS of different reptiles,
and even many that they let you touch! amazing, right!!!? too amazing.
yes, we fell in love with the place.
we agreed to visit the reptile zoo much more from now on, every single month. :-)
and I'm pretty darn excited about that agreement.

here are some photos...
more on my flickr

beautiful reptiles will be found everywhere you turn!!!

from a giant monitor lizard to fun-loving ball pythons.

a friendly leopard gecko who likes to roam across your body.

a chameleon on the watch.

a loving bearded dragon who rests on your head and gives kissy kisses.

and many more snakes who kindly greeted us with kind spirits!

as you can see, we were super duper happy!

if you love reptiles,
(or even if you want to conquer your fear of them, don't worry I won't tell)
this is the best place to visit.
not only did they have the reptiles pictures above,
but they even had a huge anaconda, a legless lizard, a two-headed rattle snake and MORE!
we were enjoying ourselves so much
that we ended up staying in that little amazing zoo for almost 3 hours.
and you know what.
we'll be good friends with everyone who works there by the end of the year.
I'm pretty darn sure of it. :-)

take a visit to the reptile zoo!!!
I promise you that it'll make for an AMAZING adventure.
I can't wait to go back.